hari2 terakhir 2010

28/12/2010

hari ni cam bese ader klas tutorial kul 8-10

pas2 lec kul 10-12

spatutnya smpai kul satu tp rasanya dr azizan lupe yg dier ada lect ngan hayat 1

so ktorg sume pun blk stlah mngunggu dlm 20 min....

ptng 2 ader lab physic....

cam cuak nk wat lab

sbb tkut blk lmbt

sbb yg group wat exp 1 sblm ni sume blk lmbt

smpai ader yg bwk blk report hntr esok sbb lmbt sngt

kena draw 4 graph n cari dier punye centroid,diffrence resistance....

leceh gler.....tp nsib baik x blk lmbt....

dah biasa kot

every week wat bnda yg sama.....next week x der lab bio n physic.....yahooo

this week

this week ader bykkkkkkk test

pagi nanti ada test bio n physic...

nasib statistic dah test last week klau x deret 3 test skali

sok ada test algebra.....jedzry........huhuhuu

susah.....tkut.....

this week akan blk ke rmh cos ada family gathering....

mula2 mls gak nk balk....

but my mom b'jaya pujuk aq suh blk....

hahahahaha

dah sebulan x blk rmh

padahal dkt jer

blk rmh of course ttrial x siap....

x ke mati blk ahad 2 nak kena siapkan ttrial....

klau snang x per gak

ini....b'kurun x siap2 gak.....

so hopefully weekend ni b'jaya siapkn ttrial....

hahahaha....

trying my best 2 start a new day with a new spirit n new beginning

but smtimes i failed 2 do so...

so sorry...cos im doing my best....

luv u guys....

aq igt lagi 1st time bleh kenal jazmin,amee,syapiq mse mlm celebration birthday aq....
mlm 2 ben dtng....n ader certain reason aq pi study ngan korng....
join study group korg....
study tuk mid sem sama2.....
even x score sgt pun mid sem 2...tp study ngan korng mmg t'baik
n even aq sorng je hayat kat situ
best gler kwn ngan korng.....

daripada korng ar aq knal rmai bdak2 fizikal....
ajim,ad,shahrin,affan,bear,ciman.....dak A2,A1...n rmai ar lgi.....
best sgt kwn ngan korng....
klau x mesti aq bosan gler duk pasum ngan dak2 hayat....T_T
penah tgk skali jer group ad perform mase mlm interaksi
tp mase 2 x knal korng lagi....
mia nk sgt tgk band korng perform
T_T
ader rezeki nanti ader r

syapiq.....u're the cutest among them.....
the one that always greet me with the sweetest smile....
x penah pun ko nmpk aq x tgur...
kdang2 klau aq x perasan ko....
ko yg tgur aq....
ko slalu share ngan aq pape
hapy ke....sdih ke....mcm 2 ar kwn
bknnye happy jer carik aq nk share
sdih pun carik gak ar...

nk tgk band korng perform mase battle td
smpai t'mimpi2 kot battle korng
tp x pe...insyaallah nanti mia dpt tgk gak
tgk affan nyanyi with his own style....
ajim jd drumer...ad,ciman,bunga....

less than a few months
pasum dah nk abis dah
kt sume pun pecah2 dah nanti...
sume org ader haluan sendiri...
keep in touch k....
nk pegi holiday same2....T_T

p/s : syapiq this post specially 4 u actually...hehehe

hurt......

it's really hurt when our friends betray us....

n it's double....double hurt when the one we love did not love us back....

feels like i don't want to see his face anymore

seeing him make me sad....

but cos i love him i wanna see his face

evry second.....every minute....every hour.....every day....

kept watching him secretly....

being a stalker....pfffffttttttt

why am i being like this.....

answer: dunno.....

it's wrong 4 me to get feel like this now.....

back to my mission....

3.5 above

nexttttt

my antibody seems like decreasing nowdays.....

i'm the one that not easy to get sick before

but it seems 2nd sem here....

every week i got fever

derrrr......

be strong.......hate headache.....hate medicine

to my physical friends.....(sape eh...???)

luv u guys....other than seseri's gurl friends u guys are the best....

be strong...to ciman,ajim n bear.....n sape yg b'kenaan....

i guess i've smthing to give to some of u....

just wait n see...

whose the lucky one.....

syapiq mish u this weekend......hahahahaha

x jmpa ko pun weekend ni.....

geli x dgr.....hahahahaha

LUS

p/s:quite crazy this week....

tah pape jer post....pffft

result..........

here we are......
result dah kuaq.....
sngt susah nk kuar result ni.....
mula2 diumumkan mase jogathon result kuar selasa....means hari ni 14/12
pas2 my penasihat akademik ckp x ....sbb dier x pegang result lag....
then khabar angin ckp kuar hari rabu or lusa
dah start nk mengamuk cos dah mentally prepared utk hri ni....
skali ptng 2 tgh lec algebra....nabil msuk hall bgthu result dah kuar
so mia n dewi trus kuar tgh2 lec 2 pi amik result kat pejabat.....
x leh tunggu even seminit lg pun
smpai pejabat x bwk kad matriks lak
patah balik hall pi amik
org dah usha2 igt mia dh dpt result...

resultnye.....
ok???
ntah ar
klau gred ni dak matriks n asasi palam dpt mmg diaorg akan ckp truk
tp for me.....kat pasum rasenye alhamdulillah
sape yg nk ktuk result ni msuk pasum n study kat sini
n rase r mcm mane....

overal pointer....3.11

bio B+
math B-
chemist B+
physic C+

gred utk stiap paper kuar lmbt lg.....
ader chance tuk dpt 4 flat tp kena work giler hard.....
truk mmg truk tp nothing is impossible
ader hikmah disebalik result ni.......
huhuhuh

fever.....

haish.......hari ni 6/12/2010
i got the worst fever ever.....
sean....sufi....dewi sumer dah sakit....
igtkan x jangkit ngan diaorg.....
last2 i'm the worst among them.....
smalam batuk je.....
hari ni bgn pagi dah x sdap badn....
cos i hate medicine x mkn even panadol....

pegi class ok lg.....
mse lec physic i can't write anymore
cos my head spinning around
so tidur kat dlm lec hall..
prof zahra lak lmbt habis lec....
org dah nk t'muntah ni.....
abis je lect dier pi toilet....
nasib baik ar x pengsan otw 2....
n dah muntah sume....duk kat tangga rpkj
x leh nk jln cos pning sgt....
n ader sorng krani rpkj suh msuk office dier n bg ubat....
dier suh pi tidur kat blk rehat
disbbkan degil sgt x pi pun pi blk msuk dku
dah x thn sjuk bru ar pegi blk rehat 2 n tido...

kul 1 abis klas dewi call....
aish....hjn lak
redah jelah hjn 2....
lunch x lalu mkn langsung cos rasa nk mntah...
naik blk trus tido n bgn2 lagi truk....
tgn sume pucat...
nk blk rmh ....n my dad amik....
skang ni dah ok skit....
nk cpt baik cos byk keje nk kena wat....

life at d moment

dah 2 minggu kat um....
so far ok...
got way 2 settle my prob...
having fun...
next week start klas with full schedule.....
dush....

kesibukan akan melanda...
but one bad record for 2nd sem have been created...
hopefully none in d future....
skip class ganti kul 5 cos sgt mls...
kesejukan...tgn pun dah beku...
n dah sgt penat cos supposely class abis kul 4 tp
lastly kul 6 bru abis
ayoyo....mind set dah lari....mental x ready so lari blk...
hahaha....
so far every evening pi main hjn...
klau x hjn main lumpur...having fun ngan dewi...

p/s: pokai yg t'amat....duit ade my parents msukkan but i wanna be sgt2 kedekut....
to spend my money 4 others than study.....crying just now cos going out and spending money...
so have 2 planning blk my money 4 study n eat only...no wtchng mviee n so on...
sory my friends if i've to refuse going out with u guys....T_T(kesian my parents nanti kena slalu msukkan duit)

SECOND SEM....

isnin ni 22/11/2010
second sem utk sesi pengajianku di pasum
akan b'mula....

untuk hayat 1 kelas akan b'mula kul 10.....
n ptngnya ada taklimat medic course
so....aq spatutnya b'smangat utk mule sem bru ni......
start all over again
don't make d same mistake twice...

focus during lect....
ktepikan bnda2 yg x pnting
even susah...
this is ur chance 2 prove smthing
n score in exm
b'syukur n muhasabah diri for ur result yg nk kuar ni...
papepun result b'syukur....

2nd sem target....
-focus lect
-siapkan ttrial including physic....(jgn ltak tepi physic)
-score mid sem n final
-nk jd baik....
-x nk kuar pi jln2....nk simpan duit kpt
-blajar main basketball
-pi jog stp ptng
-lose weight...hahaha
-spend byk mase dlm blk....kesian my roomate aq asyik x de dlm blk 1st sem
-less talking....byk sgt ckp kena kurgkan....
-nk jd prempuan ayu....bleh ke ngan aq yg kasar n gans ni....

2 je kot.....
next post maybe my result....see ya

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA

SELAMAT HARI RAYA SUME....
MAAF DIPINTA ATAS SEGALA SALAH N SILAP.....
(x kan hari raya puasa je minx maaf....hari2 pun kena minx gak...)

so per citer hari ni.....
aq rasa mood aq mase hri ni better than mase raya puasa sbb x yah pikir study....
hehehehe....
n aq pun pagi2 dah bgn sembhyang subuh....
mula2 plan nk smbung tido sbb mlm td tido lmbt....
tp disbbkan hari ni mcm b'smngat...(konon je ar..)
pi dapur n tolong mak aq msak....
pas 2 diaorg pi smbhnyang raya aq kena tinggal...
kena kmas rmh.....
stelah sekian lama aq ni pemalas nak wat keje rmh...
hari dgn jayanya aq kmas rmh....

klau dah start kemas mmg akan kmas dgn jayanya...
kesemua tmpat...even yg kecik2 pun...
aq x suker kms skit2..
klau dah kemas baik kemas sume.....
so mak aq blk smbhnyang dgn senang hati...
x de ar dier bising td...

so pas2...dah mkn sume...
kebosanan...cube teka aq wat pe....
aq TIDO !!!!!!!!!!
kejap je dlm sejam pas2 kena kejut
pi blk kg kat KG Baru,KL...
aq tido ngan bju kurung n tudung2 skali...
biler kena kjut 2...
aq bgn dah siap....

yg pentingnya hari ni...
aq mkn BANYAKKKKKKKKK
tp adik bradik aq yg lain mkn lg byk dr aq....
aq mkn byk dr hari2 lain je....
even adik aq yg prmpuan drjah 5
mkn lg byk dr aq...
heheheh...

plan sok...
pi kuar duit n beli brng2 nak bwk blk um....
2nd sem isnin ni start...
n brg2 aq kat sane sume dah nak abis....

plan luse...
hantar adik aq form 5 blk seseri...
dier nk spm slasa ni...
gud luck kat dier
tp ksian tahun ni dier asyik kena blk je...(deepavali n raya haji)
dah ar nk dkt spm...
warden nk blk kg...
sbp lain bleh je warden stay
asal seseri x leh??
thn lpas pun same..
minx nak stay skolah mase raya haji x leh..
dah ar tgh2 spm mase 2...
ish2...



aq

HAISHHH

HUHUHU ......
tonight 2 of my friends have their own prob....
haishhhh.....

ni x msuk aq lg....
teenagers.....
nsib baik ar diaorg prob lain2...
aq ni...prob diaorg..
sume ada kat aq...

to S******......
maybe cos this is ur 2nd time as far yg aq thu ar sjak kat pasum....
so ko rasa frust sgt....
ko yg aq knal cool....(mmg cool pun..)
lawak n suke kcau org....
x cpt give up...
even td aq ada ckp ko leh give up tp
aq msudkan bkn give up trus...
when we love smone it does'nt meant she must be with us...
smtimes...tgk org 2 happy pun kt akan happy...
and bile kt suke org 2 n ditakdirkan dier bkn utk kt
there must be smone yg lebih baik utk kt...
so be happy...continue ur life and when d times come
you'll find d right one...

next....S*****
ko n aq mmg same...
kt dua2 x ready...
d prob is...biler nk ready nye pun x tau...
hahahaha....
just pe yg aq p'caya dah tiba masa ready nye....
jgn pikir truk2 sgt...
just believe in ur decision....
is d best 4 u n her now n forever...

MUET......

MUET dah abisssssss......
so kena smbung cuti final sem kat rmh....
x leh kuar pi mana2...

hahaha...
mase listening td aq brangan kot...
bkn brgn aper...
tgh dgr 2 tiba2 aq x focus....
n sentences dier pendek2 lak 2....

mase exm final tuk BI hari 2...
senang je listening....
asal yg ni agak ssh...
tp dah wat nk ckp pe lg an....

so sbb nk amik muet harini...
aq blk UM hari jumaat ptng...
dpt ar jmpa kwn2 aq...
n tuuuuuuuuuuuuuut..

so to those yg blm blk rmh lg..
n otw nk blk ke
take care tau..
klau drebar bas 2 bwk laju sgt sbb dier igt dier bwk jet...
pi cpt2 ketuk kpala dier or sound pak cik 2...
ader berani...
alah ckp je ar..ko nk report or whatso ever...
before pape yg x elok jd bru nk myesal....

secret admire....

nape tiba2...
tajuk post aq ni hah???????

aq pun x tahu...
hahahaha....
actually aq nak bg tahu aq skang ni ade secretly admire someone.......
sape???????
der dah ckp secret wat pe nak bg tahu sape an...
hahahaha....

ok ar...
aq nak citer skit psal aq jd secret admire since kat UM ni...
first org yg aq admire ni mmg mostly dak2 seseri tahu...
mmg admire gler smpai tgk muke pun x leh...
nape??
biler tgk dier aq sedih...
so aq lari jauh2 dri dier smpai aq leh control feeling aq...
ceh control konon..
aq sedih sbb lelaki ni mmg x kan suke aq...
hahaha...
so lama2 aq dah x suke dah kat dier...
sebab?? dier dah ada makwe....huhuhu...
n masa masih pnjng utk aq fikirkan psal benda ni....

next,2nd yg aq admire....
means yg skarang ar...aq still admire lg...
dier mmg ar baik n aq respect dier...
aq x tahu ar dier perasan ke x aq admire kat dier...
hopefully x..cos klau ye mmg aq lari jauh2...
aq n dier rasanya cara ktorg fikir cam ade p'samaan
cos dah byk kali ktorg tanye soalan yg sma secara serentak kat org yg ktorng tgh borak 2...
hahaha....boleh ke cam 2...

kat sini aq nak tekankan...
yg i'm just admiring...
not falling in love....
hish...
but just wanna say that if we admire someone we should'nt make that person feel annoying with we...
even if we really love that person we should make his/her feel comfortable with us..

ok...
aq x tahu ar benda ni btul ke x...
tp yg sure ade org lain pun bgtahu kat aq bnda ni...
yg mamat ni minat aq...
but now...i feel not comfortable with him
cos the way he's approaching me..
i feel annoying n klau boleh x nak jumpa dier...
but cos i'm great in hiding my feeling so no big matter...
smtimes what u see my feeling could be fake only
cos i wanna hide the other feeling....

ditekankan disini yg aq hanya admire mamat 2...
no love here...cos it comes from me only....
skarang ni jd secret admire je ar...
need someone that aq respect
cos aq mmg susah respect guys.....
bkn x respect...tp aq mmg snang t'cabar ngan lelaki so need
someone yg mmg aq mmg dah awal2 mengaku klah...
ceh..bleh lak..

dah ar...bye2 secret admire...
cos when i admire smone i'll trying 2 be away from you...
cos i don't want to dev my feelings...
seeing you will make me 10000000x happy n energetic...
really2 dangerous...so trying my best...bye....

pssttttttttt

huh....
lama dah x on9...
means dah lama dah x bukak blog...
final sem satu baru je abis khamis ari 2...4/11/2010...
dak2 uitm dah dpt result ktorng baru nak abis....
x tahu ar result cam mane...
result dak seseri kat uitm sume gempak2...
sume yg aq tanye above 3.5.....

result final??????
mid sem pun B-...
x tahu ar final cam mane...
yg aq tahu i've done my best for the final...
others might think that my result mesti gempak cos
i've never look sad or stress lepas paper...
for me..ape yg dah wat 2 dah ar...
dpt apa2 result pun kena muhasabah diri...
gempak or x...kena muhasabah diri gak...

so abis paper english balik rmh...
but esoknya blk UM blk..
aq drive sendiri tau...(alone)
cuak??? never...klau cuak ar lg kena wat...
overcome ur weakness...
esoknya birthday sufi so dgn bekalan telur n tepung dr rmh...
tpt kul 12 tgh mlm kenakan sufi...
hahahaha
fun giler weh...

esoknya sean drive pegi sunway pyramid...
wat pe??????
pegi ice skate lah weh...
first time ice skate..
but i think i'm better than others first timer...
why??
cos syamil thought that aq dah penah ice skate...
nmpak cam pro ke????
no lah..
cos org lain jln pgang tepi 2...
aq bolehlah pelan2 skate...
ade skali 2 jatuh tgh2 tmpat skate 2...
malu giler weh...but for me klau study pun bleh fail
x kan ar nak blajar skate x jatuh....

sjak kecik aq suke tgk org skate...
tp mahal..so berangan je ar..
so bile hari 2 dpt skate mmg happy giler ar..
even byk kali jatuh...aq akan bgn dgn senyuman...
so esok pegi lg..
skate...nk blajar skate by my self...
so that next time pegi i'll not be left behind...

nothing....

don't have any mood 2 blog...
just wanna say...
will be away 4 a long...long time...
BYE..........

p/s: luv u all my friends

MUTIARA KATA

HARI NI NAK POST PASAL MUTIARA KATA...

NAPE????
SBB KAN HARI NI AQ STRESS SGT...
PASAL FINAL EXAM
SO APE AQ WAT NAK HILANGKAN STRESS 2....
AQ STUDY ALGEBRA....
ACTUALLY FAHAMKAN N SIAPKAN TUTORIAL YG X SIAP...
SEPATUTNYA TUTORIAL 2 BINCANG BEFORE CUTI TP AQ X FAHAM
SO X SIAP AR..
SO AQ WAT TUTORIAL 2...
TGH2 WAT 2 OTAK AQ MELAYANG PIKIR PASAL FINAL...
RASA NAK NANGIS TP SBB ADIK-BERADIK AQ ADER DLM BILIK
SO CONTROL X NANGIS...
BLEH DIKIRA AQ NANGIS DPN DIAORG TAU...

MAK CIK AQ DTNG DLM KUL 6 PTNG..
AQ KUAR PEGI SALAM PAS2 MSUK BILIK BLK...
ADIK-BERADIK AQ KAT LUAR SO MASE 2 AR AQ NANGIS....
LEPAS CAM DAH REDA SAMBUNG WAT TUTORIAL SMPAI SIAP...
PAS2 PEGI MENENANGKAN DIRI...
MCM MANE??
BARING SAMBIL DGR LAGU..
PLUS...SAMBIL NANGIS...
PAS2 TERTIDO...
BGN 2 DAH OK DAH...

INILAH DIER MUTIARA KATA YG AQ DPT HARINI...

BELAJARLAH,KERANA TIDAK ADA SEORANG PUN
YG DILAHIRKAN DLM KEADAAN PANDAI DAN
TIDAKLAH ORG YG B'ILMU ITU SAMA SPT ORG YG JAHIL

ILMU TANPA AMAL BAGAI POHON TANPA BUAH

JIKA ANDA BERHASRAT UTK BERJAYA,
JGN HANYA MEMANDANG KE TANGGA
TETAPI BELAJARLAH UTK MENAIKI TANGGA T'SEBUT

T'DPT BYK KEMUNGKINAN UTK GAGAL
KRN KEJAYAAN HANYA BOLEH DICAPAI..
DGN SATU PKR IAITU USAHA

TIDAK SEMESTINYA ORG YG B'JAYA TERUS B'JAYA
DAN ORG YG GAGAL TERUS GAGAL

KEGAGALAN IALAH PERMULAAN KEPADA KEJAYAAN

p/s: luv n miss all of u

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 U !!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 U...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 U...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY...HAPPY BIRTHDAY...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 U...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY...IZZATI SQUARE...

SMOGA KO PANJANG UMUR..
DIBERKATI ALLAH DUNIA DAN AKHIRAT...
BERJAYA DUNIA DAN AKHIRAT...
BERJAYA MENCAPAI CITA2 KO...

SHE'S ONE OF THE CLOSEST FRIEND KAT UM...
LOVE 2 BE WITH HER...
HER CUTENEST...AND EVERYTHING BOUT HER...
DIER SATU FLOOR NGAN AQ...
THE ONLY SESERI YG SATU FLOOR...
BILIK KTORG DEKAT JE...
SO AQ SELALU MENYIBUK KAT BILIK DIER SORY EH..

WHY AQ SLALU PG BILIK DIER???
SBB BILIK DIER MENGHADAP LELAKI....HAHAHA...
X DER AR...
SBB DULU BILIK AQ VIEW SAMA MCM DR BILIK ZATI
TP BILER ROOMATE AQ KUAR UM SO AQ KENA PINDAH BILIK...
AQ PINDAH BILIK KAT FLOOR SAMA GAK..
SO SKARANG NI BILIK AQ MENGHADAP PEREMPUAN...
HUHUHU...

ACT. AQ SUKER TGK PERMANDANGAN...
DR DULU KAT SESERI AQ AKAN BLAJAR KAT TMPAT YG LEH NAMPAK LUAR...
DULU TGK KLCC..
TP KAT UM X NMPAK KLCC...
KAT BILIK AQ SKARANG DISEBABKAN DKT SGT NGAN BLOK LG SATU SO AQ RASA MCM TERKURUNG...
SO SLALU LEPAK KAT BILIK ZATI...
RELEASE STRESS KAT SITU...

KTORG PUN SLALU BLAJAR SAMA2 NGAN KWN2 FIZIKAL..
HOPEFULLY KTORG LEH SCORE FINAL NANTI...
LOVE 2 BER HER FRIENDS....

P/S:LUV N MISS U ALL MY FRIENDS...

second day raya

hari ni second day raya...
lepas subuh gerak pi johor
datuk belah ayh aq asal johor sebenarnya..

perjalanan hari ni ader yg best ngan x best nye...
yg x best biar aq jelah yg tahu...
yg best...
-korek citer pasal family...
pasal datuk aq mase muda2 dulu mcm mane boleh sampai kl
-citer pasal masa ktorg adik-beradik lahir..

aqnye citer...mak aq mati2 igt aq lelaki mase lahir....
hahaha asal x betul2 lelaki....
best sih jd lelaki than perempuan tp dah ditakdirkan perempuan so terima dgn redha..
sbb 2 perangai aq x mcm perempuan
perangai mcm lelaki nasib baik x jd lelaki btul2 just kasar jelah x padan ngan perempuan...
disebabkan mak aq tahu aq ni berani sgt n boleh jaga diri
so sejak msuk um dier pesan kuar 2 jaga diri...
sblm ni boleh dikira aq kuar rmh sbb parents aq control pergerakan ktorg adik-beradik..
tp mak aq tahu....aq ni kaki merayau so dier bg aq kluar sbb dier tahu klau x bg
confirm aq merajuk....hahahaha...
so aq dah bgtahu awal2 pasni aq nak kuar blk pagi bleh???
mak aq kasi janji jg diri...
mestilah jg diri spe yg x jaga diri...

-ayh aq kasi drive dr johor smpai seremban...
yahooo....
best giler...
sebelum ni nak pegi jln dekat2 pun x bleh...
lepas ada aq merajuk x leh drive...esoknya mak cik aq bg pinjam kete dier...
so lepas 2 mmg panjang lah kaki aq...
pegi ou..pas2 last week dpt drive pegi kl
so latest record dr johor smpai seremban...
jauh kot....

tp biasalah hidup x semuanya gembira
so adelah yg x best sepanjang perjalanan 2 yg menggugat kesabaran dan maruah aq...

p/s:mis u n luv u all my friends.....

nak beli!!!!!

hahaha...
mood dah ok dah....
actually tgh fikir ni...

nak beli sport shoes ke tidak????
beli ke x?????
nak pegi jog tp x de kasut....
so mcm mane...
sport shoes mase skolah dah rosak...
sayang...

tp klau beli aq pegi jog x....hehehe..
pegi swimming jelah...

second...
nak beli fon ken x???
skrang ni pun pakai adik aq punye fon....
dalam dilema...
tp klau nak beli fon...
onkosnya tarak...

FIRST DAY RAYA.....

Malam raya aq n family gerak pegi rumah nenek belah mak aq..
kat mane????????
kg.baru,kl je...
kat sane x de sape pun...
nenek aq dah meninggal tahun lepas so ni tahun kedua bg mak aq beraya tanpa emak...
x nampak dier sedih tp aq tahu dier sedih...
sampai sane diaorg tgk citer sifu n tongga...
k not my taste
so aq sgt boring...
so on9 jelah n tengok citer kartun prince of tennis...

pagi raya..
ayah aq kejut bgn...
X NAK BANGUN!!!!!!!!
mlm td aq tidur atas sofa je...
pas2 mak aq kejut suh tido dlm bilik...
bangun lah pegi sambung tido...
luckily aq uzur syarie mase raya...
dah bertahun kot kena mase first raya...
dah lama lah x sembahyang raya...

so dlm pukul 8.30 mak aq kejut sruh bngun gosok baju mandi..
ayah dah nak blk smbhyng nanti kena marah...
so aq pun bangun x mandi terus ready nak gosok baju...
pas kakak aq gosok dier ckp gosok cepat2 ader org nak guna iron...
dengan bengangnya aq jwb...
mia : sape suruh ko gosok lambat sgt...
along : org ckp je...
mia : korang boleh gosok lembap2 pas2 nak suruh org gosok cepat2..
pagi2 dah gaduh...
ISH2...

dlm 12.30 tgh hari dah blk rmh cos ayah nak smbhnyang jumaat kat masjid kat rmh...
x tahu nape hari ni mmg mabuk giler naik kete...
dlm kete mesti rasa nak muntah...
sblum ni ade gak tp cam x teruk sgt...
hari ni mmg truk sih...
suruh adik,kakak,mak aq urut pun x ok2 gak...
so smpai rumah mmg terus baring atas katil..
supposely x leh tido ngan lens tp dah x larat so bantai jelah...
dlm 2.30 bgn...

rumah aq x putus2 org dtng...
diaorg pegi rmh nenek aq pas2 diaorg singgah rmh...
dah kata rmh sebelah-sebelah...
mmg penat sgt...
penat gak dgr org kata aq dah gemuk...
padahal berat aq cam biasa jer...

nilah antara penyebab aq x suker family gathering...
sume org akan tagur pasal bdn aq..
penyebab aq x suke blk rmh...
my siblings igt aq dah sombong sbb result spm n dpt masuk um...
x der per kot spm 2...
n tgk lah result mid sem aq mcm aper jer...
biler aq ckp spm x de paper sgt result 2 nak wat bangga2
nanti diaorg ckp dpt bagus mmglah ckp mcm 2...
honestly aq x rasa pape mase dpt result
nangis pun x...happy pun x...

bg aq diaorg still x kenal aq...
klau still fikir bukan2 nape aq x balik rmh...
aq sbenarnya sensitif pasal berat...
u know why...
cube korang imagine mase korang darjah 6 berat korang 43kg...
n korang kena operation appendix...
mase lepas operation sume org ckp jaga bdn...
mase 2 aq x tahu nape tp baru skarang tahu...
mcm org lepas pregnant bdn senang naik...
so dlm masa lepas operation 2 mmg bdn aq naik x sedar pun..
smpai form 3 baru dier maintain smpai skarang...
aq sedih sgt2...rasa mcm metabolism dah rendah...
padahal aq aktif tp bdn senang naik n turun...
dlm masa bape hari boleh naik n turun...
sedih sgt2...sume org ckp aq gemuk...
dahlah self confidence rendah lagilah bertambah rendah...

dlm family aq...
aq yg pling besar...
knape aq x suke raya???
-fikir psal exam..
-biler pegi raya org ckp mane satu kakak n adik...
oh...adik lg besar dr kakak eh....
mase 2 rasa mcm nak penampar muke sorang2...
so wat klau aq lagi besar??? menyusahkan korang...
sory ar aq ni mmg kuaja skit...

aq ni mmg jahat...
klau org yg bleh nampak kebaikan aq bguslah...
mostly kwn2 aq yg perasan
diaorg ckp luar jer kasar tp hati aq sgt lembut...
tp my siblings x nampak...
maybe sbb aq x akan nangis dpn diaorg...
n aq suker tunjuk yg aq ni ego n kuat padahal x...
dr kecik aq mmg x akan nangis dpn parents n my siblings...
so salah sape klau diaorg rasa aq ni jahat,lupe diri n berlagak...
salah aq lah...
klau aq wat perangai ngan diaorg mcm mane ngan kawan2 mesti diaorg boleh nampak aq mcm mane..
dr kecik one of thing yg aq pling benci n sedih biler gaduh ngan diaorg
biler diaorg ckp pasal pencapaian...
diaorg suker ckp...
ko pandai bolehlah...
tolong lah...x senang tau nak score...
diaorg nmpak aq lepak...suker tgk tv tp tahu x..betapa susahnya nak score...
belakang diaorg...mcm nak giler pikir pasal result...

biler msuk um mmg lagilah jarang blk rmh...
org ckp rmh dekat selalulah blk...tp aq x...
ni my reason nape aq x blk...
-kena blk sendiri naik lrt sampai kl sentral pas2 naik ktm smpai sg buloh...
klau brg skit bolehlah suruh mak aq amik kat ktm tp sure2 byk so kena naik bas smpai rmh...
-boleh je nak suruh ayah aq amik masa blk keje tp aq x suker susahkan ayah aq sbb brg bwk blk confirm byk smpai x muat moto...
-dr mase aq kat seseri...blk rmh mmg x boleh nak wat keje apapepun berkaitan akademik...\
nape???
ok..aq bkn anak org kaya rmh dua bilik je...
satu bilik parents aq lg satu kitaorg berempat yg perempuan share...
so bile blk sure2 bilik penuh ngan brg2...
meja study pun adik aq dah guna so kat mane nak study???
bilik 2 mmg sesak ar biler ktorg sume blk rmh...
aq x kisah pun rmh kitaorg kecik tp biler x leh study 2 yg wat aq stress..
dahlah tutorial berlambak...
biler stay kat um pun smpai x tido nak siapkan...
biler blk rmh mcm mane nak siapkan...
tutorial yg b'lmbk 2 membuatkan aq sanggup x blk nak siapkan...
n aq boleh study...
klau x de tutorial confirm aq blk rmh walau sekecik mane pun rmh 2...

my siblings igt aq dah luper diri sbb x nak blk...
please lah..i'm not that bad ok...
aq x penah bangga pun dgn aper yg aq dpt sbb ader org yg sentiasa
dpt lg tinggi dr aq...
so aq punye 2 sbnarnya x de ape2 pun...
biler blk dahlah buangmasa spanjang perjalanan...bleh amik masa 2 jam tau...
dah smpai rmh tgk tv no.1 so biler nak wat keje...

korang slalu fikir negatif gurauan aq...
nape eh???
ape2 yg aq ckp korang akan fikir aq pandang rendah kat korang...
sbb 2 malas nak bercakp biler blk...
tp biler x ckp...korang ckp aq x suker blk rmh sbb 2 x bercakap...
please lah cakap salah..x cakap salah...

dahlah...dah bad mood dah...
rasa mcm nak fire sorang2...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!!!!!!!!

selamat hari raya kat sume.....
maaf atas segala salah dan silap....
(aq x suke guna word maaf sbb mcm x ikhlas n kurang dr hati)..
so
sory sgt2 atas segala salah dan silap...
klau aq ader
kecilkan hati
bengangkan korang
annoying kan korang
kutuk / mengata korang depan dan belakang...hehehe
menyibuk hal korang
but actually org yg aq menyibuk 2 adalah org yg aq care sgt2...

like i post before..
raya thun ni maybe mcm last year...
aq x de smangat langsung...
but maybe better than last year cos x wat hal sgt...
last year aq kurungkan diri dlm bilik
n x bercakap pape..
thun ni aq byk on9
cos aq lgi suke to be with my friends throug fb cos i can't meet them...
that's the only way aq not feeling lonely...
pelik???

the truth is aq dr kecik lg sayang kwn dr my siblings...
they knew it..
i could do anything 4 my friends but not my siblings..
i could control my anger or doesn't mad at all at my friends...
but if it's my sibling small matter could start a fight...
dr kecik suke gaduh ngan mak aq...
nasib baik dah besar ni x...
and i think she loves me more than any any other siblings...

mase nak blk cuti raye terseksa gak jiwa raga ni kena blk cuti 2 weeks...
tp aq blk awal...hari rabu dah blk..
isnin dpn baru start kelas...
sedih x dpt jumpa kwn2...huhuhu...
luv u all so much...
aq ni suke perhati gelagat all my friends...
it cheer up my day...hehehe...

k lah nak siap blk "kg ' belah mak aq...
try 2 guess kat mane???
mlm raya baru nak blk....
kat kg baru,kl..
x smpai setengah jam bwk kete pun...
aq pun dah penah drive blk sane...
k...bye...luv u n miss u all....

in 6 week..

in another 6 weeks..
final exam for sem 1 will be around...
am i fully prepared 4 that..
am i????

don't know wat 2 say...
hopefully when the final arrived i'll be fully prepared

...................................................................................................................
der....
i can't be serious...
who cares..
nobody cares..
AAK - ADA AKU KISAH...
(sean suker ckp benda ni kat aq...)
hahaha...
btul gak
ade org kisah...
smtimes aq rasa org mesti igt aq anak last...
cos ada org ckp aq cam manja gitu..
bluek2.....MANE ADER!!!!!!!!!!!!
aq x leh serius cos biler serius nanti stress...
so biler aq serius 2 maknanye tgh stress...hahaha...
i hate the most when people stress pas2 marah2..
stress sorang2 sudeh...
jgn bg org lain stress gak..
klau stress diam..
klau ckp jugak confirm tanpa sedar menyakitkan hati org lain...
so klau aq diam jgn kacau...k

aq suke freedom...
x suke berkepit..
perempuan ke lelaki sama je...
so klau korang rasa aq cam menjauhkan diri 2...sory ar..
aq x leh....rasa mcm t'kongkong..
sbb 2 aq suke jln sorang2 duk sorang2....
org mesti igt aq kesunyian or x de kwn but act. aq ramaiiiiiiii kwn...
cos i'm the type of person yg sgt concerned..
klau beramai-ramai aq akan asyik fikirkan keselesaan org lain n mengetepikan
apa yg aq nak...
x caya???

kuar jln2 ngan aq...
aq akan ikut je mana korang nak pegi..
x kisah ar jauh ke dekat ke
confirm aq ikut...
klau pegi shopping lg lah..
aq ikut je korang nk msuk kedai mana..aq ikut je..
last2...aq x beli apa2...hahaha...
sbb mase 2 my brain mcm x function...aq nye nafsu nak beli brg pun x de..
unless brg 2 sgt2 penting yg aq nak cari...
dinasihatkan jgn ikut aq pegi shopping cos my siblings je yg tahu per rasa ikut aq pegi shopping..
sume kedai aq msuk smpai berjam2 last2 x beli pape...hahaha
aq bukan cerewet..masalahnya dah rambang mata x tahu nak beli yg mana...
sume cantik n nak beli...last2 x beli...

i'm not a good friend with money...
biler aq ada duit...dgn senang hati akan disalurkan keluar..
utk aq,mak,kawan2...aq x kisah..
tp biler aq kedekut 2 maknenye x der duit lah 2...
biler duit dah tinggal skit baru tahu nak berjimat...
tp sbb aq tahu salah aq so aq x akan merungut biler x de duit...

i'm also not a good friend with fon..
smtimes aq akan lupe aq letak mana..
cos jrg pegang n x sah klau fon x jatuh dlm seminggu...
dahlah skarang ni pakai fon my younger sis..
sian dier nanti dpt blk fon dah jahanam...
fon aq dah kasi kat my older sis sbb fon dier rosak pas2 dier sedih
x dpt contact pakwe dier so aq bglah fon aq
sbb aq akan always single mingle so x kisah ar ada fon ke x
tp biler dah msuk um kena ada fon..
2 minggu pertama kat um mmg x de fon
pas2 dak2 seseri marah cos x leh nak contact...huhuhu..
so amik lah fon adik aq..
pas2 dah bwk x topup lak 2...
kena bebel lg...
tp skarang ni aq topup dah...
x nak beli fon baru cos mcm membazir
duit yg beratus 2 boleh dibeli mcm2 selain fon...
dahlah dpt satu je..klau beli benda lain dpt byk..
heheheh...serius kedekut..
sbb kena beli pakai duit sendiri...
x nak..ade x org nak belikan aq satu fon???
yg cikai2 pun x pe..

k lah smpai sini je...
nak pi mandi pas2 pegi ou tgk step up...
nak kena bajet duit ni....x leh membazir byk2 sgt...

PLAN BARU...

SO..smalam aq dah terfikir plan baru..
so cuti ni akan digunakan untuk mencuba sama ada plan ini akan berjaya atau tidak
plan nye adalah..
tidur kul 12 n bangun kul 4
study sampai kuliah...
nanti dah blk um..
8-12 kena pegi study group ngan dak2 fizikal..
setiap selasa ngan jumaat pegi swimming
so at least aq exercise..
aq ngan izzati square akan mencuba cara ini lak..
klau x berjaya cara lain akan difikirkan

tp rasanya wat masa sekarang ini yg paling bagus boleh difikirkan...

MID SEM EXAM RESULT

Mid sem nye result dah kuar....
nk tahu x aq dpt brape???
sumpah teruk giler....
alhamdulillah x de fail
tp aq dpt satu je A

gred keseluruhan B-

FQAH0111 (BIO 1) - B-
FQAH0112 (BIO 2) - B+
FJAX0111 (ALGEBRA) - B-
FJAX0112 (CALCULUS) - B+
FKAX0111 (CHEMIST 1) - A
FKAX0112 (CHEMIST 2) - B-
FMAX0111 (PHYSIC 1) - C
FMAX0112 (PHYSIC 2) - C

teruk kan....
huhuhu....
one of the worst in my class...
tp x pe tunggu final exam nanti...

i wanna ask for ur forgiveness...
sory if after this i won't laugh at ur joke...
sory if i don't smile at u
sory if i don't talk to u
sory if after this i don't sms u
sory if after this i don't want to sit with u in dku
sory if after this i don't want to study with u
sory if u don't see me smile during this raya..
sory if i don't want to hang out with u
sory for everything cos this last one month is very important to me..

i've enjoy everything in um for this 4 months
so it's time for me to focus back on my mission..
love all my friends especially dak2 fizikal..
eventhough i'm not one of their besties
but being with them is fun enough..
-jazmin -shafiq(sains labuan) -nik(sahmura) -hafizuddin(asis) - mubarak(asis) -ad(soksek)
-adib(soksek) -affan -bear - bunga(rmc) -sean(rmc) -sufi(hayat)-ajim -kausar -meo
rmai lah lagi...
kwn hayat cam kurang selain seseri
dak2 fizikal ckp hayat nerd..
diaorg gurau je k...

pas ni mmg confirm aq akan jd lbih rajin..
inyaallah...

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din lps ni kena tolong aq dlm physic...
bio hari2 kena baca skit2 smpai habis..
chemist kena cpt fahamkan apa yg x faham..jgn salah konsep
algebra n calculus kena wat lat.byk2 dah lah exam x de formula..
conclusion : fokus n klau x tahu tanye org n kepada org ditanye silalah bantu aq...

weh...aq mmg giler ar...
so aq x kisah apa org nak ckp...
it just i loved to do smtng adventure...
ada citer nak bgtahu so bca smpai abis eh...

kat um aq dpt ramaiiiiiiiii kawan...
esp lelaki...
bukannya nak menggtal tp dah nature mcm 2...
sbenarnya sebelum masuk seseri kebanyakan kwn aq adalah lelaki...
and kwn drpd sekolah rendah yg still contact lg n my best friend adalah lelaki....
so mmg lah agak kasar....(kat lab chemist dah 3x pecahkan brng sbb kasar)
kwn prmpuan kat sini mostly seserian...
aq ni kureng skit ngan prmpuan sbb emo sgt...lek2 sudeh...
bdk seseri dah biasa dah kenal diaorng..x emo sgt...

so one of my friend ni nama dier H...
bdk asis(mcm mane asis,rmc ngan seseri bleh baik???? bukan sorang tp ramai lak 2 kwn aq asis n rmc)
best giler kwn ngan diaorg...terbaik...

pada satu mlm dlm pukul 2 pagi di cafe....
H telah menyakat aq...
Mia : zara....ni air ko eh??? ko nak lg x???
zara : x nak...nape???
mia : x...aq nak simbah kat mamat ni...
H : kalau ko berani buat ar...
mia : btul???? ko cabar aq eh???
H : zara...ko rasa dier berani x??
zara : mestilah berani...
mia : cabar aq eh??? aq berdiri sambil bukak penutup cup 2 n nak simbah dah.. pas2 dier mengalah....yea....aq menang...aq pun duduk blk...
H : dier amik air 2 smbil ckp...ko rasa aq berani x wat kat ko???
mia : angguk2...
H : berani x???
mia : x...pas2 dier tuang air 2 kat seluar aq pas2 spontaneously aq tolak air yg selebihnya kat dier...
so conclusinya dier yg basah byk...hahahaha

next day...mase 2 tgh blajar kat cafe ngan izati square n dah start mengantuk so sms lah si H ni saje nak hilang ngantuk...kul 3 pagi
mia : bosan,mengantuk n kesejukan di bawah ni...mase 2 hujan...
H : mehlah naik bilik aq..x sejuk sgt..
mia : bilik ko no.bape?
H : A_ _ _...mehlah naik aq cabar ko...
mia : x naklah...ko boleh cabar aq apa2 je selain naik blok budak lelaki...
H : Losers...
mia : ko lah loser...
H : nak naik nanti bgtahu...
mia : nape???ko nak dtng bilik aq ke??
H : aq nak hug ko...
mia : yelah 2...mcm ko berani...
H : mestilah...nanti ko nak naik bgtahu aq turun...
mia : klau aq x naik smpai pagi nasib ko lah..
H : 2 maknanya ko pengecut...
dlm kul 4 pagi...
mia : weh aq nak naik dah..
H : k..aq turun skarang..
pendekkan citer H mmg turun betul2 n aku mengalah....

ISNIN 23/8/2010
petang 2 x de kelas so dlm kul 3 turun cafe nak wat tutorial calculus..
sbb klau stay dlm bilik mmg alamatnya katil lah yg menjd teman setia...
mase OTW turun sms H
mia : weh..ko ada class x???
H : x de..nape?
mia : saje je..boring nak kacau org...tgh wat pe??
H : tgh nak tgk movie dlm bilik..
mia : citer pe?
H : avatar the last airbender
mia : huhuhuh...nk tgk gak...aq mmg dah lama nak tgk citer 2 wlpun org ckp x best
H : mehlah naik bilik aq..hehe
mia : bilik ko no.bape eh? ko dah tgk lame ke?
H : A_ _ _. baru kul 3 td..mehlah...
mia : mase 2 ramai ada class n yg x de class ramai keluar..
so aq pun naik bilik dier ikut lif...aq ni mmg suker bikin gempk..
H mmg terkejut giler aq berani naik bilik dier....so wat...
igt aq x berani...H yg terlebih cuak drpd aq...sebenarnya menggigil gak mase 2..so dier x berani nak cabar aq dah...
so sape yg rasa dier berani nak dare aq wat lah..
selagi benda 2 x memalukan diri aq...n aq rasa leh wat mesti aq wat..
yg pling penting mencabar fizikal bukan mental..
mental2 ni kureng skit ar..
physical boleh...

dah abis dah story.....

MID SEM EXAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BERMULA DARIPADA HARI INI
16/8/2010...
PEPERIKSAAN PERTENGAHAN SEMESTER BAGI SEMUA PELAJAR ASASI UNIVERSITI MALAYA
DARIPADA ALIRAN SAINS HAYAT,SAINS FIZIKAL DAN ALAM BINA AKAN BERMULA....

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALAH LEPAK SUDAH.....
OBJEKTIF JE.....

LEPAK???????????
20 PERATUS UTK FINAL SEM PUNYA GPA TAU!!!!!!!!!!!

ALAH...KLAU DPT TERUK KO STRUGGLE LAH UTK FINAL SEM....
APA SUSAH.....

HARI INI EXAM AKAN BERMULA DENGAN PAPER ALGEBRA(FJAX 0111)
PADA PUKUL 9 PAGI
DAN BERSAMBUNG DENGAN PAPER
BASIC PHYSIC 1(FMAX0111)
DI WAKTU PETANG.....

DOAKAN AKU EH.......

DIER.......

aku ade minat sorang ni....
ATTENTION!!!!!!!!
MINAT JE!!!!!!

tp dier mmg ramai org minat so biasalah....
suka tgk dier senyum...cara dier layan org...
sume2 lah....
suke je....
lately ni aku perasan dier suka.......tgk aku....
*perasaan je kot...
tp biler aku pandang dier mesti dier tgh tgk aku...
tp sapelah aku utk dier pandang....

bdk2 seseri kat um majoritinya tahu sape bdk ni...
klau aku citer kat bdk seseri kat u lain pun rasanya diaorg kenal...
x pernah sangka yg aku akan jadi one of his friends....
not only friends yg kenal mcm2 2 je...
tp boleh kata everyday ktorg bercakap....
being his friend already good enough for me...
seeing his face smtimes make me smile n cheer me up...

but 4 now at this age studying is more important...
dpt tgk muke dier je pun ok....
tp aku dah hampir kantoi dah...
cos....ramai yg dah tahu sape energizer aku ni...
aku pun x tahu mcm mane diaorg boleh tahu
n bukannya diaorg rapat ngan aku pun utk aku bgtahu...

tp...jgn sampai dier tahu sudah..
klau dier tahu mmg mati...
confirm dier x ckp ngan aku dah huhuhuhu....
tp dier mmg mesra alam...
layan sape yg kwn ngan dier baik
x kira laki ke perempuan...
rasanya more 2 perempuan..
tp dier bkn playboy k....

kat sini aku asyik jd tmpat luahan perasaan....
x kira laki ke perempuan...
x kisah pun sbb aku ni pendengar yg baik
tp bkn pemberi cadangan yg baik..
aku boleh dgr je...
x dpt nak kira bape ramai yg gaduh ngan awek/pakwe dier
citer kat aku...
mcm doktor cinta lak kan...huhuhu
maybe korang selesa n percaya ngan aku kot...
baguslah...citer je..aku sedia mendengar...

aku ni mmg open minded sikit pasal cinta cintun ni...
aku x kisah korang nak wat pe ke janji korang hapy...
terasa nak couple tp x pecaya ngan bnda2 ni...
bkn x percaya...x yakin akan keberkekalan hubungan itu...
cuba byng skarang ni umur korang bape...
n umur bape korang nak kawin
contoh: skarang ni 18 ...
laki paling muda lah kawin 25...bape thun lg 2...
berkurun lg...so baik x payah libatkan dlm benda2 ni
kawan je ramai2....blajar nak kenal hati budi org...
nanti rasa2 dah nak smpai masa kawin barulah cari..

ni x duit pun mak ayah bg ada hati nak bercinta...
blajar baru takat asasi yg keluar x boleh nak keje dengan kelayakan 2...
(keje yg selayakya bukan keje yg cikai2 2..)
tp pada pendapt aku ar..
diaorng ni couple sbb boring,teringin,nak main2 or
pd diaorg klau x couple bkn hot stuff
tp x kisahlah ape2 pun...2 korang punya pasal

p/s: sape yg tahu sape energizer aku 2 senyap2 sudeh...
minat je x payah nak kecoh2...korang pun mesti ada org yg korang minat kan...
kan..

OGOS

Ada apa dlm bulan ogos????????
MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!
2 OGOS 1992
tahu x???

1 Ogos birthday kawan yg mase kat setiawangsa....
skarang dier kat utp...

mlm td..
kul11.55 aku stop wat calculus pas2 kuar bilik gi beranda besar...
berangan smbil dgr lagu ur beautiful....
touching giler kot...
aku dah tua dah..
dah 18 tahun...

klau sape yg tahu berita..
30 julai hari2 ada budak asasi um meninggal jatuh balkoni...
beranda yg aku duk ni menghdap tmpat kejadian..
walaupun t'lindung ngn dewan gemilang
tp boleh byng kot mcm mane dier jatuh...
sedih sgt sbb umur dier x panjang..
aku bayangkan mcm mane kalau umur aku pun x panjang gak...
bergenang gak air mata ni...

berangan kat beranda smbil muhasabah diri..
pas2 blk bilik nak tgk sape org pertama yg wish kat aku....
guess who???
my sis...
pas2 x boleh nak list dah sbb ramai sgt yg wish ade yg wish kat fon ngan fb...
thanks korang sume sbb igt kat aku
eventhough kat fb dier bgtahu tp korang wish kat aku...huhuhu...
kadang2 2 biler fb bg tahu birthday sape2..
kadang mls gak nak wish...
tp lepas ni aku akan wish sume org kenal ke x kenal...
sbb smalam ade yg x kenal aku pun tp dier wish...
terharu...

rmai gak yg tanye x celebrate ke???
actually aku x reti nak celebrate...
percaya x???

hari ni 2 ogos aku start pakai lens gi kelas...
sebelum ni dah pakai dah tp kat rmh tp harini first day pakai gi lecture..
ade mamat ni aku _ _ _ _ _....(_ _ _ _ _ je....)
dier wish kat aku....
igtkan dier x igt dah biler birthday aku tp pg td dier wish...
pas2 dier bgtahu ade kwn dier tanye mlm td x wish kat aku ke....?
skarang ni aku curious giler nak tahu sape mamat 2....
sbb?? sebab mamat 2 tahu birthday aku....
dier x nak bgtahu sape mamat 2...
bagi jelah tahu kan senang..
nak tahu dier tahu dr mane birthday aku....fb??

blog ni mmg buruk
sbb aku mls nak hias...
nak tulis je x nak hias...
leceh lah nak wat benda2 sume 2..
dah lah jenis yg x reti sabar benda loading...
sbb kat sini aku tulis apa yg aku rasa so
klau rasa boring x yah baca..
kalau baca gak...
terima kasih byk2...

UM???
pasal um lak...
mid sem nak dkt dah lg 2 minggu
tp kuliah still continue syllabus...
ade lg lbih kurang 3 bulan je first sem nak habis..
bersyukur sgt masuk sini...

mid sem break...

hahhahahha....
dah cuti mid sem dah...
that means tinggal lg 1 sem stgh before habis asasi....
serius cuak giler...
rasa penat pun ada tp kena kuatkan semangat
alang2 dah 2 tahun struggle sbb nak amik medic
tinggal lg skit je...
JGN GIVE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the most IMPORTANT thing is jgn COUPLE
mase asasi...
walaupun kat kolej 12 ni sume org ade psgn jgn couple!!!
(peringatan utk diri sendiri)
fokus study!!!!!!!!

mood kat um...
kacau org n kenakan org...
mulut mmg x boleh b'henti b'ckp
asyik dgn headfon kemana-mana sahaja...
klau kuliah yg mmg mengantuk giler
play lagu...
wat keje lain..

study....

ayoyo...
study!!!!

moved 2 new room and got extremely gorgeous roommate
unfortunately she's taking asasi alam bina and i'm hayat...
quite a big different as she's spending her time drawing
and me with tutorial,test and lab report

she will sleep at not more than 1.00 a.m
and me...
during weekends my sleep time earlier is 3.00 a.m
and there's one day i slept at 5.00 a.m in the morning just 2 finish
doing my calculus tutorial...

Biology
quite ok..we just have 2 memorise a lot and understand
and copy a lot during lecturer
not a big prob..

chemistry
for now in lecturer hall quite ok evethough the lecturer 'syok sendiri'
but i got low mark for my tutorial and lab report as it is quite stressful
c0s 10% from tutorial and 20% from lab mark will be taken 4 final sem mark

math..
problem with technique 2 solve all the question

and the biggest problem since high school PHYSICS!!!!
don't even understand wat the lecture said
and can't even do the tutorial
lastly test physics next week!!!!

argh!!!!
but could u believe
for all the problem i said above...
i'm spending my time read twilight as i don't have any work 2 do...
i can't even understand my self...

life kat um

huhhhh......
dah 2 minggu dah masuk um...
conclusion not bad...

MINGGU HALUANSISWA....

x terok sgt pun....
sbb asimilasi kat seseri lg teruk kot....
PP(pembantu pelajar) pun baik2 kot...
eventhough kadang garang lah jugak...
yg kurang best kena pegi balik DTC(dewan tunku canselor)
boleh kata 3x dalam sehari yg jauhnya
x boleh nak kata...
klau jln 2 bolehlah lg
ni kena jog dengan pakai baju kurung ngan beg,fail,bekas makanan,botol air,payung...
nak mkn lunch ngan dinner pun x lalu sebab rushing sgt
tp best giler..

PENUTUP HALUANSISWA

Best giler mlm 2....
persembahan 2 x mcm diaorg berlatih dlm bape hari je.....
bapak kalah persembahan skolah...
mmg gempak giler
mcm pegi tgk konsert/show yg kena byr beratus 2..
dahlah dpt duk dpn.....
so best giler...
thumbs up for budak2 persembahn....

LECTURER...
lps haluansiswa
start lecture...
lepas 2 minggu baru start tutorial ngan amali...
mase 2 x boleh rehat langsung 8-5..
mesti mcm 24 jam 2 x cukup...
so kena nikmati masa yg ada ni....

mcm mane lah org lain boleh dpt 4 flat????????
susah giler nak faham n tangkap mase lecturer membebel kat depan
sambil kabut salin nota.....

Universiti Malaya

23/5/2010

Esok pagi before 8.30 nak kena berangkat pegi um...
excited??????????
bolehlah....(x sgt)
takut...cuak pun ada..
ade haluansiswa(mcm orientasi gitu) seminggu...
beli buku kat kak nabilah noree..
dier bagi harga baik punya....
sebuah RM 10
beli 7
pas2 dier nak bagi soalan past year ngan notes2 pensyarah...

result asasi 09/10 baru je kuar ari 2..
kak nabilah noree dpt 4 flat...
terer giler dier...
so hopefully beli buku dier dpt cam inspiration utk study...

ramailah gak seseri yg dpt um dpt scholar....
so x tahulah bape ramai yg tinggal nanti...
yg dah sure msuk um qatam,afifah norman ngan milah...
yg lain x tahulah...
hopefully ramai lah gak nanti kat um...
kwn dah kenal senang...

td ade t'bace...
yg kolej ke 12 um campur laki ngan perempuan
eventhough aras lain2...
harap2 tahun ni x de...
agak scary....

lepas ni nak blajar rajin2...
klau kak nabilah noree boleh dpt 4 flat...
knape aku x boleh.....
nak concentrate study je...
setahun je kat situ
x leh main2...

p/s: congrats sape yg dpt scholar
sape yg x dpt jgn sedih2
rezeki ada di mana2
kat mana2 pun still kena study
overseas/local/matriks/ipta/ipts...
so all the best...

OUT

Hari ni kuar with my sis pegi mid valley....
teman dier je actually
dier nak hang out dgn kwn dier sebelum diaorg blk kg...

plan nak kuar kul 8.30 cos naik train sampai around kul 10.00
skali bangun tido kul 9....
kuar rmh kul 10
drive pegi ktm

x ramai sgt kat ktm
lapar giler cos breakfast minum air milo je...
sampai kat mid
my sis BF pun dah sampai....
pastu pegi makan...

lepas mkn jln2
diaorg nak tgk wayang tp citer sume x best
so ckp kat my sis
x nak main bowling ke...
and diaorg setuju

x lama pastu
ade lah lg 5 org sampai
pegi lah main bowling....

*gilir2 main ngan my sis actually
cos ni second time main bowling
first time mase form 3
tu pun gilir2 gak...

malu gak actually sbb x tahu main
tp lama2 best sbb diaorg sporting
rasa mcm bukan my sis punya friend
but my friend
although diaorg tua 2/3 tahun mcm 2...

balik around kul 4.20
ktm baru je lepas
so next ktm kul 4.40
mesti penuh...

kul 4.40++
ktm nak sampai
lagi 100 meter mcm nak smpai dia berhenti
dlm 10 minit mcm 2...

dah fikir bkn2 dah
-rosak
-t'gelincir

x lama pas2 dier jln blk
lucky giler harini
ktm x penuh
and x de traffic jam mase blk
so berjaya blk before my dad blk keje
cepat 10 minit je kot
klau lmbt td mesti dah kena marah...
selamat....

minggu ni and next week busy kot...
-check up 19/5
-gambar x cuci lg...
-brg nak bwk x cukup lg
-borang perjanjian x abis print lg
cos catridge printer rosak...(tension giler)
kena pegi print kat kedai
-ade yg x fotostat lg
-kasut x beli lg
-seluar....
-hari2 dah janji with my grandma nak bwk kuar jln2 naik kete
tp x tahu bile....(tgh mencari msa yg sesuai)
-sabtu ngan ahad ni my last 2 days jadi tutor kat my cousin...
so x boleh nak kuar.....

citer kat TV
*esok ADAMAYA last episode....
*TV 3 ni suka hati dier je tukar siaran x bg tahu awal2...
kejap ada kejap x de...
*my favorite tv series SUPERNATURAL M.I.A
x tahu biler abis tahu2 dah x de...
*spatutnya td kul 11 citer jgn tidor lg skali citer lain
-x tgk pun J.T.L tp menunjukkan diaorg ni buat suka hati diaorag x fikirkan perasaan kami ni penonton...

p/s: jrg ada mood nak tulis tp bila dah start x boleh nak stop...
cite sume dlm satu post....

PASUM........

So malam semalam dah dpt go through line upu
seperti yg dijangkakan dpt PASUM(UM-SC HAYAT)
i'm lucky sbb mlm td kul 1 pagi pun ade yg x leh bkk lagi result 2...

chat ngan kak nabilah noree
she's my inspiration
dia pun dpt pasum last year...
dier bg nasihat
nanti jgn main2
um punya sc hayat susah....
especially math mase sem 1
so kena study btul2

so dah confirm ngan dier beli buku kat dier....
nanti before masuk u kena pegi jumpa dier..
kak nabilah noree ade 2 set buku
dier ngan kwn dier punya.....
so sape2 yg dpt pasum and nak beli buku kat dier bagi tahu eh...

ramai jugak lah dpt pasum
tp rasanye nanti tinggal sikit je..
sbb rasenye sume apply scholar....
and insyaallah diaorg dpt 2...

list my friends yg dpt um(sc hayat/fizikal)
-dewi -nad
-dayah - zara
-suri - kechik
-yusra - sarah naili
-malisa - alyani
-syuweet - isha

two sides

bersambung dr story before this

positif

-dpt jumpa senior(zenith)
lama dah x jumpa rasenya dah setahun kot

-dpt mkn mc flurry

-dpt jln2 klau x duk rmh je

-dpt jumpa junior

actually pas ni diaorg kenal lah aku...

negatif

-membuang masa

-membazir duit
duit kat bank 2 nak simpan wat masuk u
cos dah 4 bulan duk rumah lebih seribu dah abis
klau dah kuar habis lah
sume nak beli...

-penat skang ni pening kepala...

my story

hari ni dah wat something yg ade positif and negatif effects...
klau ikut kata hati yg jahat mmg amik yg negatif 2...
tp nak sedapkan hati amik yg positif

THIS IS THE STORY....

mase pegi MAC(majlis anugerah cemerlang) sabtu hari 2 24/4/2010
entah knape hati ini suruh menjauhkan diri drpd ckgu penyelaras kadet polis
tp aku wat bodo je ngan kata hati ku ini...
wat cam biasa je...
salam cikgu 2...

mase tgh tunggu nak amik anugerah
tiba2
cikgu 2 tegur and ckp pasal kadet polis nak msuk pertandingan....
aku dengar je...
dier ckp uniform,aksesori x cukup
cos ade yg x pulangkan...
ok aku pengerusi dulu tp mase skolah dulu
skrang ni dah abis skolah dah dpt surat b'henti pun

mase nak abis skolah dulu aku dah suruh dah pengerusi baru kutip...
minx kat sorang2,sbb biasalah senior klau bab nak pulangkan barang ni mmg liat skit
dier ckp ye,tp x wat pun...
buzy study ,klah senior nak amik spm

sambung citer

dier minx no.fon aku sbb suruh aku pegi minx blk baju2 2 kat valiant yg x hantar
nanti ape2 dier call and dier suruh aku dtng tolong train kawad...
aku angguk je(aku ni mmg lmbt nak proses information sbb 2 boleh kena tipu duit ngan org tepi jln)
lepas dier dah bla
baru aku t'igt mmg uniform x pernah cukup pun slama ni...(lambat fikir kan...)

igtkan nak off fon sampai pertandingan 2
tp x baik lak
so khamis malam dier call
mase 2 tgh jln2 kat the store ngan family..
dier suruh ikut dier pegi beli brg
bg alasan jauh
dier ckp rmh kat mane
sg bloh
dier ckp naik ktm nanti dier amik..

so harini jumaat 30/4/2010
kul 11 kuar rumah pegi econsave kuar RM 50 kat atm
sbb dalm purse ni ade RM 9 je...
mula2 nak kuar RM 20 je tp atm 2 short duit 10 ringgit
t'paksa lah kuar 50
pas2 topup 3 ringgit

naik ktm sampai stesen putra kul 12.30
cun lah 2 cos dier ckp kul 12.30 dier free
tunggu kat ktm setengah jam
dah lah duduk kat tembok yg bwh 2 landasan
klau jatuh mmg habislah
org tgk mesti fikir nak mati ke...
dah lah panas
so pegi the mall beli mc flurry
jln2 tunggu dier call
x call pun..
duduk kat bus stand
nak call dier no.fon x de

skali nampak zenith kak anis nabilah
tgh ckp kat fon
tegur lah dier
rupa2 nya dier pun nak pegi skolah
dgn kak jiah,kak amy,lg sorang x igt nama

pegi lah skolah
cari cikgu...
x de pun
pegi sembahyang
cari lagi..
x de pun
skali nampak my sis
dier skolah same ngan aku dulu
panggil lah dier
dier suruh blanja makan
pegi kantin
makan2

kul 3.30 pegi tgk kawad
not bad cos baru blaja brape hari
borak ngan wani
kul 4 gerak blk
ktm lmbt 10 minit
skali sampai
penuh mcm tin sardin
nak x nak kena masuk gak
sbb kena blk before my dad blk kul 5.30
klau tunggu train lain mmg lmbat lah gayanya...

balik lah rumah
merempit

peringatan untuk diriku dan rakan - rakan

SURAT DARI SETAN UNTUK MU


Aku melihatmu kemarin, saat engkau memulai aktiviti harianmu.

Kau bangun tanpa sujud mengerjakan subuhmu

Bahkan kemudian, kau juga tidak mengucapkan "Bismillah" sebelum memulai
santapanmu, juga tidak sempat mengerjakan shalat Isha sebelum berangkat
ketempat tidurmu

Kau benar2 orang yang bersyukur, Aku menyukainya

Aku tak dapat mengungkapkan betapa senangnya aku melihatmu tidak
merubah
cara hidupmu.

Hai Bodoh, Kamu millikku.

Ingat, kau dan aku sudah bertahun-tahun bersama,

dan aku masih belum bisa benar2 mencintaimu .

Malah aku masih membencimu, karena aku benci Allah.

Aku hanya menggunakanmu untuk membalas dendamku kepada Allah.

Dia sudah mencampakkan aku dari surga, dan aku akan tetap
memanfaatkanmu
sepanjang masa untuk mebalaskannya

Kau lihat, ALLAH MENYAYANGIMU dan dia masih memiliki rencana-rencana
untukmu
dihari depan.

Tapi kau sudah menyerahkan hidupmu padaku,

dan aku akan membuat kehidupanmu seperti neraka.

Sehingga kita bisa bersama dua kali dan ini akan menyakiti hati ALLAH

Aku benar-benar berterimakasih padamu, karena aku sudah menunjukkan
kepada
NYA siapa yang menjadi pengatur dalam hidupmu dalam masa2 yang kita
jalani

Kita nonton film 'porno' bersama, memaki orang, mencuri, berbohong,
munafik,
makan sekenyang-kenyangya, bergosip, manghakimi orang, menghujam orang
dari
belakang, tidak hormat pada orang tua ,

Tidak menghargai Masjid, berperilaku buruk.

TENTUNYA kau tak ingin meninggalkan ini begitu saja.

Ayuhlah, Hai Bodoh, kita terbakar bersama, selamanya.

Aku masih memiliki rencana2 hangat untuk kita.

Ini hanya merupakansurat penghargaanku untuk mu.

Aku ingin mengucapkan 'TERIMAKASIH' kerana sudah mengizinkanku
memanfaatkan hampir semua masa hidupmu.

Kamu memang sangat mudah dibodohi, aku menertawakanmu.

Saat kau tergoda berbuat dosa kamu menghadiahkan tawa.

Dosa sudah mulai mewarnai hidupmu.

Kamu sudah 20 tahun lebih tua, dan sekarang aku perlu darah muda.

Jadi, pergi dan lanjutkanlah mengajarkan orang-orang muda bagaimana
berbuat
dosa.

Yang perlu kau lakukan adalah merokok, mabuk-mabukan, berbohong,
berjudi,
bergosip, dan hiduplah se-egois mungkin.

Lakukan semua ini didepan anak-anak dan mereka akan menirunya.

Begitulah anak-anak .

Baiklah, aku persilakan kau bergerak sekarang.

Aku akan kembali beberapa detik lagi untuk menggoda mu lagi.

Jika kau cukup cerdas, kau akan lari sembunyi, dan bertaubat atas
dosa-dosamu.

Dan hidup untuk Allah dengan sisa umurmu yang tinggal sedikit.

Memperingati orang bukan tabiatku, tapi diusiamu sekarang dan tetap
melakukan dosa, sepertinya memang agak aneh.

Jangan salah sangka, aku masih tetap membencimu.

Hanya saja kau harus menjadi orng tolol yang lebih baik dimata ALLAH.


Catatan : Jika kau benar2 menyayangiku , kau tak akan memberi surat ini dengan sesiapapun

help me!!!!

someone please help me!!!!

i've been doing this thing since i left schooL
at least once in a month...
i know that it is the wrong thing 2 do
but i just can't help myself....

matriks...

dpt matriks perak...
dulu akak pun dpt sane tp x pegi...
rasanye x nak msuk sane..
nak masuk asasi
x nak matriks...

my dad x kasi pegi genting ngan akak
dah tahu dah 2 malas nak tanye..
nak pegi mid pun susah
ini nak kasi pegi genting...
berangan je lah...

so planning nak pegi cosmo world
isnin ni...
pening ni
mcm mane nak tanye my dad
for permission
i hate that ....

Today was a fairy tale

hahhahaa....

baru je blajar download lagu..
smalam download lagu lady gaga,kris dayanti ngan taylor swift
first time dgr lagu today was a fairy tale by taylor swift
x boleh stop dgr asyik ulang2 je..
klau boleh nak hafal lagu 2 hari ni gak..

tgh cari lagu2 yg best nak download cos in my mp3
sume lagu sejak dari seseri lagi cos usb dier dah rosak x boleh nak tranfer lagu
so dgr dkt laptop jelah....

reunion...

smalam reunion SK AU Keramat kat Times Square
pegilah naik motor pegi stesen komuter sg buloh
pas2 naik komuter gi kl sentral
sampai kat kl sentral mencari di manakah nak naik monorail ni????

tgk signboard tp x jumpa2
kebetulan t'nampak perempuan india dan instict mengatakan tanye dier
tanyelah dan punye b'nasib baik dier pun nak pegi tmpat yg same...
rupenye nak naik monorail kena keluar kl sentral..
jauh lah gak...hmmm x delah x jauh sgt

sampai kat ts
mcm rusa masuk kg..
yelah x penah pegi...
first time pegi mse skolah rendah
cari si fikri ni...

call fikri..
mira : ko kat mane ni??
fikri : hmmm..ko kat mane??
mira : kat ts lah tp x tahu kat mane...
ko bg tahu ko kat mane nanti aku cari..
fikri : aku kat Borders
mira : haa?
fikri : Borders first floor
mira : ha..ok2 nanti aku cari
(dlm hati ape kebenda tmpat 2)

last2 jumpa gak...
hish..dier dah tinggi
dulu dier rendah je...
aku ni x tinggi2 gak dari dulu
huhuhu...

fikri bwk kwn dier
x igt name tp bkn bdk skauk
bdk teknik cheras

yazwan x dpt dtng sbb sedara dier meninggal
so ktorg mcm hilang arah sbb dier master mind
nak main boling aku x reti...
so duduk borak ngan fik...
fik dah loyar buruk dah skarang
dulu diam je..

duduk kat mcd
dpn cosmo world 2...
aku nak main tp diaorg x nak..
nevermind
2 lah benda dpn mata x semestinye dpt
nak pegi genting my mum x kasi

aku suka giler main mainan kat situ
adventure..
takut mmg takut but i like!!!!
nanti my sis blk cuti nak ajak dier pegi..
dgr org menjerit2 main benda 2
geram giler x dpt main

tp x pe last2 ktorg gi tgk wayang
cite stilleto best lah gak
lawak giler citer 2 tp ending dier mcm x best sgt
first time tgk wayang citer melayu..

pas tgk wayang diaorg gi main boling...
aku x main sbb dah nak kena blk..
2 pun blk kena marah cos blk lmbat...
pukul 6 sampai rmh
bajet ar naik komuter yg mcm siput 2 mmg lah lmbt
klau nak suruh org blk awal beli helicopter utk org
x payah sesak2 naik komuter

bising sbb naik motor tgh org blk keje ni bahaya
alah klau nak fikir bahaya mane2 pun bahaya...
hari 2 blk pesta buku kul 3 lbh pun sesak
sbb ade accident
pkul brape blk pun same jer

sesak gak jln 2
sg buluh kan memang sesak je memanjang...
jln 2 x pernah lapang...

hati jahat ckp : lain kali blk malam baru tahu...
kluar x bg tahu nak???
minx kuar ngan kwn pun x kasi...
kwn org sume baik2
bknye kwn ngan budak jahat x kasi org kuar

baru sekali kuar ngan kwn dah bising2
nak suruh org duk rmh je jd perkasam ke..
pas2 biler nanti dah bebas msuk u jd mcm org culture shock
sbb 2 lah budak2 kg byk rosak
sbb benda ni lah..

bajet ar org lain celebrate ngan kwn biler result gempak
org ni x de pun kuar ngan kwn
last year dah janji dah nak celebrate ngan idham tp x pun...
sebab dier laki malaslah(tgok betapa baik org ni)

lepas ni x kira nak kuar gak
klau anak 2 sosial org faham lah gak nak kongkong
ni anak baik,result ok per
tp kena layan mcm dpt result teruk giler,mcm budak sosial

dah 4 bulan lepas spm...ha ni list org kuar
1. pegi mid ngan adik itupun bln 3
2.pesta buku
3.reunion smalam

korang kira lah sendiri peratus org kuar dibandingkan dgn duk rmh
TENSION GILER
x sabar nak msuk u dudk ngan kawan2
kuar setiap minggu
malam ke siang
suka hati orglah
(dah mcm budak jahat kan)
*inilah kesan dier klau anak yg baik kena kongkong
fikir2 kan lah

aku ni ckp je boleh
buatnye x
all this while my friends yg maintain me to follow the correct path
without they realise it
that's why i love all my friends so much

i can cry 4 many days if my friends got hurt
when i miss any of them i will cry the whole day
when i said i miss u,i really really meant it
and i hate when there is/are people not allow me 2 meet my friends

*oh...and i'm crying right now..

sesat lagi....

hari ni pegi lagi....
misi : mencari dimanakah OU...
kesimpulan : masih x jumpa

pegi tesco damansara sbb x jumpa OU...
hari ni cipta rekod cos x kena hon langsung...
huhuh..yea...yea
dan bengang giler dgn sikap sesetengah pemandu yg tidak mempunyai budi bahasa di jln raya...
tahulah nak cepat pegi keje tp x reti sabar ke
inilah pemandu Malaysia
hari ni bwk agak laju semasa blk cos dah lmbt nak ambil adik skolah...
lmbt 15 minit kot...
kesian die...

sesat

my aunt baru je bg kete dier kat aku
bg PINJAM
suruh practise katenye
takut nanti aku dah habis P pun x pandai bwk

alkisahnya
aku pun bwk lah kete ni
plannye nak gi OU
mak aku ckp "tahu ke jln?"
aku pun ckp "alah bantai je lah,klau sesat pun ade signboard"
skali padan muka
SESAT

dah pusing2 kat damansara
lalu dpn ikea ngan the curve
tp OU x jumpa
blklah sbb nak kena amik adik skolah..

so esok try pegi lagi
hopefully jumpa lah..

*malu lah asyik kena hon ngan kete lain
tp x pe it is part of learning..

hai...

MARA SCHOLARSHIP....
x dpt shortlisted utk interview....
x pelah x de rezeki kot utk spm ni...
lg pun kan dah ckp try nasib je sbb qualification x layak...
dier tgk result first2 dah reject kot..physcic B+ nak wat cam mane

tp x pe peluang ade kat mane...
thanks 2 all my friend yg sokong and support mia
klau ade rezeki nak gi oversea,x skarang maybe in the future
lepas asasi ke,nak sambung specialist ke...
betul x????????

2 all my friend yg dpt gi interview 2 buat elok2
smoga korang sume berjaya...
klau korang dpt scholarship 2 aku happy utk korang eventhough aku x dpt nak gi interview pun..
korang akan jadi inspirasi aku utk buat the best kat u nanti.....

CHAIYOK 2 ALL SESERIAN'S YG GI INTERVIEW
make all the interviewers amazed with u..
u can do it!!

ranking

huh...
ranking?????????????
penting ke ranking sbp?
ok while i was in seseri ranking sbp is very important for all of us..
cos melibatkan maruah sekolah
and we did our best 2 make sure our school remain in top 10
but i just got news that we're in no.21(x tahu betul ke x)
OMG...
could u believe it
for 5 years we're in top 10 and this year no.20 smthg

i couldn't imagine my teachers feelings
when i heard the news i was shocked
but then....

for 6 years since the school was opened
valiant results was the best even orion we managed to beat
batch orion result was the best seseri ever got before valiant
they got no.2 for ranking sbp and no.1 for kl
but valiant....

eventhough certain subj like BM and BI jatuh merundum but...
could u imagined there's certain subj.that we got zero point smthg
which is good cos before valiant the other batch didn't get that....
maybe our ranking sbp is not good cos the other sbp results were better than us

but...
after finishing school i realised...
ranking sbp is not VERY important
i'm not saying not important but not very important
cos the most important thing is our effort and the results...

we did our best
and we got the best result in spm for seseri since it was opened
but for 2009 spm the other sbp schools were better than us and managed to beat us
the most important thing is our result not our sbp ranking

hopefully this year batch Bellatrix(sorry if the spelling isn't right)
will get the best result for spm 2010 cos they are the top ranking girl for pmr

to seseri teacher
i'm on behalf of valiant
apologize for make u upset or not satisfied with our result
but we did our best for spm
we didn't take for granted and we gave more than 100 percent effort

i don't care........

hei...
who are u???
saying that i'm not qualify to apply...
ok...maybe u want the best among the best
but I DON'T CARE!!!

it doesn't mean if u get an excellent result u're good enough to be a doctor/anything....
or if u got bad result u'll not success in ur career..

i've been waited for this moment since i was in primary school....
i've never gave up because of this...
i want to pursue my studies overseas
in medic at ireland/uk...

while i was in form 4 i've never got grade B/A for biology...
i wanna be a doctor but how if u're biology grade was suck...
so i were working harder 4 my biology in form 5...
love biology...
trying not slept in class...
and i got A for my biology...
alhamdulillah

but when i read the qualifications to apply sholarship 4 medic
i must get at least 9A- include physics..
and i got B+ 4 physics...
so i didn't apply..

after a few days...
i was thinking that i'll regret maybe 4 entire of my life
if i didn't apply..
so i did apply...
just i hope that mara will consider my applications cos it only physics....

my friend said it's better 2 apply jpa than mara
but i'll stick 2 mara eventhough they said mara was having finaciall prob.
mara was fight 4 the sake of bumitera and i want 2 be one of them...
eventhough mara only give loan compared 2 jpa that will turn into scholarship if u got an excellent result..

in my opinion mara was having financiall prob. cos student that already finished study did not pay back all of money that given to them...
please lah...u're knowledge will not be blessed if u did not pay that money back...
and how money that u got cos u're working using that knowledge will be blessed by allah..

I hope that if u're one of them...
please pay all that money back..
PLEASE!!!

FINALLY..

HUHU..
SPM RESULTS WAS FINALLY OUT....

ok..mine wasn't so good but alhamdulillah
i accept the result but i can't apply for scholarship
so i'll only study locally..
medic is my passion so it doesn't matter where i study cos i'll work hard 2 be a doctor..

i've only got 5A+ , 3A , 1A- , 1B+

BM A+
Sej A+
Math A+
Chemistry A+
Add Math A+
BI A
P.I A
Bio A
Est A-
physics B+

because of physics i can't apply for mara scholarship..
but it's ok..everythings happen for a reasons...

my parents were very happy..my hardwork worth it..

license

ALHAMDULILLAH....
Hahaha..
i've just got P licenses...
ok not 1 but 2.....
1.bike
2.car

so i drove a car today..
that was cool cos my dad did not get mad and he encouraged me to learn more..
so one day when my dad let me drive further away i'll bring my mom to those places that she never go..
I'LL
KEEP MY PROMISE..

regret..

i'll remember this day for the entire of my life..
i had done smthg that made my teacher upset..
i've never done that before..(as i know)
i feel like i wanna cry and ask 4 her forgiveness
and i dunno if i had done the same thing with other teacher..

forgive me teacher..
i really regret 4 what i did and i promise that i'll never do that again...
that's like a learning 4 me cos i dunno that it was wrong and now i know it's wrong..
we have 2 take care a lot of heart..and i know it now..

it just i knew it before but not take it seriously...
from now on i'll take it seriously..

FORGIVE ME TEACHER!!!

stay at home

do the same thing everyday...
woke up nearly 12
take a bath
online...fb..
want 2 go out and window shopping but i hate 2 go out when don't have money...
watched korean movies that made my mom mad at me cos not moving from the laptop for 2 or 3 hours...

hate 2 woke up late but can't cos sleep nearly 4 am...

RESULT!!!

My biology teacher said it's on 11th March...
ok...it's on thursday next week and during school day
i'm sure my junior would be more excited than us like we used 2 be last year

right now i can only say that i accept whatever the result is but idk when i receive the result....
10A's 0r 9A's are ok but if low than that...

SUBJECT THAT 'MAYBE' NOT A

* EST
* BI( Hopefully my PMR luck will come back 2 me)
* physics (cos I've never get an A )

if those 3 i didn't get an A's it will be 7A's
argh.....HELP ME!!!!

A GUY

Hei....

there's a guy that i admired right now...
ADMIRE ok..not LIKE him...
WHY???
cause

1.not a smoker
2.only 19 but his attitude like older
3.handsome but not using his asset to find a gf...( dont know if he's already have one)
4.only eat Rm 2 ++ bread during recess and not like others that going 2 warung or kedai mamak
*to save money
5.like 2 sit alone beside the enterance and play with his fon

i admire him like shit cause i've been dreaming bout his more than three times...
nowdays it's hard and difficult 2 find a guy like that...
my friends said that he don't like to make a friend but.....
he talked with me when we cross each other or i purposely met him....
hehehe...

guy that i hate so much...

1.those that like 2 touch a girl...
2.those that not enough with one gf..
3. a smoker...
4.easilly get angry
5.kuat merajuk!!!

i've just refused 2 go out with this man...
he had invited me to go out eventhough already have a gf..
i hate this man so much...
i had stopped work because of this man....

what do you feel???

you spent your own money more than a RM 1000 for a driving license but after that you cannot drive a car...

what the license for if you cannot drive...
just keep it in your wallet...
i'll never be a good driver if i'm just stay in the house...
experience make you a perfect driver..
if not perfect maybe close to perfect...

danger is everywhere!!!

REAL LIFE

OMG...
Things that I've been scared since I was in secondary school was actually happen
boys with their hands that can't stop touch a girl
I had just stop working because of this man
I'm not running away from this man or this challenge but I'm afraid I cannot control myself.....

I wished I can get back to become someone who really take care of my own pride
I missed my K.I(Ketua Imtiaz,potassium Iodide)
She's the one who had always remember me and my friends to become perempuan solehah
Studying in a girl school since I was in form 4 had saved me from these type of man
but now I've to take care of myself.......I'm afraid I can't

I know this is just a piece of obstacle that I've to face...
in the future that will be things that more challenging than this
for now I think this is the best that I can do...
stay away from this man and this type of life
working made me to become more socialize girl and a little bit not care about the right or wrong said by ALLAH...

From this I knew that I'm just a little girl that's not ready to face the challenge of real life
I've to learn a lot about the real life...