ranking

huh...
ranking?????????????
penting ke ranking sbp?
ok while i was in seseri ranking sbp is very important for all of us..
cos melibatkan maruah sekolah
and we did our best 2 make sure our school remain in top 10
but i just got news that we're in no.21(x tahu betul ke x)
OMG...
could u believe it
for 5 years we're in top 10 and this year no.20 smthg

i couldn't imagine my teachers feelings
when i heard the news i was shocked
but then....

for 6 years since the school was opened
valiant results was the best even orion we managed to beat
batch orion result was the best seseri ever got before valiant
they got no.2 for ranking sbp and no.1 for kl
but valiant....

eventhough certain subj like BM and BI jatuh merundum but...
could u imagined there's certain subj.that we got zero point smthg
which is good cos before valiant the other batch didn't get that....
maybe our ranking sbp is not good cos the other sbp results were better than us

but...
after finishing school i realised...
ranking sbp is not VERY important
i'm not saying not important but not very important
cos the most important thing is our effort and the results...

we did our best
and we got the best result in spm for seseri since it was opened
but for 2009 spm the other sbp schools were better than us and managed to beat us
the most important thing is our result not our sbp ranking

hopefully this year batch Bellatrix(sorry if the spelling isn't right)
will get the best result for spm 2010 cos they are the top ranking girl for pmr

to seseri teacher
i'm on behalf of valiant
apologize for make u upset or not satisfied with our result
but we did our best for spm
we didn't take for granted and we gave more than 100 percent effort

i don't care........

hei...
who are u???
saying that i'm not qualify to apply...
ok...maybe u want the best among the best
but I DON'T CARE!!!

it doesn't mean if u get an excellent result u're good enough to be a doctor/anything....
or if u got bad result u'll not success in ur career..

i've been waited for this moment since i was in primary school....
i've never gave up because of this...
i want to pursue my studies overseas
in medic at ireland/uk...

while i was in form 4 i've never got grade B/A for biology...
i wanna be a doctor but how if u're biology grade was suck...
so i were working harder 4 my biology in form 5...
love biology...
trying not slept in class...
and i got A for my biology...
alhamdulillah

but when i read the qualifications to apply sholarship 4 medic
i must get at least 9A- include physics..
and i got B+ 4 physics...
so i didn't apply..

after a few days...
i was thinking that i'll regret maybe 4 entire of my life
if i didn't apply..
so i did apply...
just i hope that mara will consider my applications cos it only physics....

my friend said it's better 2 apply jpa than mara
but i'll stick 2 mara eventhough they said mara was having finaciall prob.
mara was fight 4 the sake of bumitera and i want 2 be one of them...
eventhough mara only give loan compared 2 jpa that will turn into scholarship if u got an excellent result..

in my opinion mara was having financiall prob. cos student that already finished study did not pay back all of money that given to them...
please lah...u're knowledge will not be blessed if u did not pay that money back...
and how money that u got cos u're working using that knowledge will be blessed by allah..

I hope that if u're one of them...
please pay all that money back..
PLEASE!!!

FINALLY..

HUHU..
SPM RESULTS WAS FINALLY OUT....

ok..mine wasn't so good but alhamdulillah
i accept the result but i can't apply for scholarship
so i'll only study locally..
medic is my passion so it doesn't matter where i study cos i'll work hard 2 be a doctor..

i've only got 5A+ , 3A , 1A- , 1B+

BM A+
Sej A+
Math A+
Chemistry A+
Add Math A+
BI A
P.I A
Bio A
Est A-
physics B+

because of physics i can't apply for mara scholarship..
but it's ok..everythings happen for a reasons...

my parents were very happy..my hardwork worth it..

license

ALHAMDULILLAH....
Hahaha..
i've just got P licenses...
ok not 1 but 2.....
1.bike
2.car

so i drove a car today..
that was cool cos my dad did not get mad and he encouraged me to learn more..
so one day when my dad let me drive further away i'll bring my mom to those places that she never go..
I'LL
KEEP MY PROMISE..

regret..

i'll remember this day for the entire of my life..
i had done smthg that made my teacher upset..
i've never done that before..(as i know)
i feel like i wanna cry and ask 4 her forgiveness
and i dunno if i had done the same thing with other teacher..

forgive me teacher..
i really regret 4 what i did and i promise that i'll never do that again...
that's like a learning 4 me cos i dunno that it was wrong and now i know it's wrong..
we have 2 take care a lot of heart..and i know it now..

it just i knew it before but not take it seriously...
from now on i'll take it seriously..

FORGIVE ME TEACHER!!!

stay at home

do the same thing everyday...
woke up nearly 12
take a bath
online...fb..
want 2 go out and window shopping but i hate 2 go out when don't have money...
watched korean movies that made my mom mad at me cos not moving from the laptop for 2 or 3 hours...

hate 2 woke up late but can't cos sleep nearly 4 am...

RESULT!!!

My biology teacher said it's on 11th March...
ok...it's on thursday next week and during school day
i'm sure my junior would be more excited than us like we used 2 be last year

right now i can only say that i accept whatever the result is but idk when i receive the result....
10A's 0r 9A's are ok but if low than that...

SUBJECT THAT 'MAYBE' NOT A

* EST
* BI( Hopefully my PMR luck will come back 2 me)
* physics (cos I've never get an A )

if those 3 i didn't get an A's it will be 7A's
argh.....HELP ME!!!!

A GUY

Hei....

there's a guy that i admired right now...
ADMIRE ok..not LIKE him...
WHY???
cause

1.not a smoker
2.only 19 but his attitude like older
3.handsome but not using his asset to find a gf...( dont know if he's already have one)
4.only eat Rm 2 ++ bread during recess and not like others that going 2 warung or kedai mamak
*to save money
5.like 2 sit alone beside the enterance and play with his fon

i admire him like shit cause i've been dreaming bout his more than three times...
nowdays it's hard and difficult 2 find a guy like that...
my friends said that he don't like to make a friend but.....
he talked with me when we cross each other or i purposely met him....
hehehe...

guy that i hate so much...

1.those that like 2 touch a girl...
2.those that not enough with one gf..
3. a smoker...
4.easilly get angry
5.kuat merajuk!!!

i've just refused 2 go out with this man...
he had invited me to go out eventhough already have a gf..
i hate this man so much...
i had stopped work because of this man....