TERPIKIR

tengah2 mlm buta ni.....
sedng aq nk bukak lens...
cam terpikir
perbualan before mak mia amik blk keje....

A : saya sbnarnya pagi kejer kat mcd...
M : haah??? x penat ker??
A : keje part time je...
M : kejer dr kul baper smpai baper....??
A : ikutlah time keje kat sini
M : ohhh...n x igt lak aq tanyer dier soklan per....(biasa lah mia...byk soklan )
A : saya sbnanrnyer tgh cuti 3 bulan tp gaji jalan
M : naper lak cam tu
A : sbb 2 tahun saya kejer kat situ x amik cuti langsung
M : okk...

n byk lah lg yg diborakkan....smpai lah my mum smpai...

kat sini cam der kraguan jelah....mula2 ckp lain then ckp lain....
mia pun x tahu nk caya yg mana...
maser tu x t'pikir pun...hahaha...
i'm d type of people that will listen to wat u're saying...
n believe it at that time....
after a few hours then i will think bout it again....
my weakness....hahaha...
senang kena tipu tepi jalan...hahahaha

cam mana nk improve ek....
cer bayang bnda tu kul 6.30 petang n now kul 1 pagi baru terpikir....
bruk benar perangai....huhuhu

paper pun d truth...
mia x kisah pun....
klau dier tipu pun...
still kwn gak....
n maybe mia t'salah paham maksud dier maksud tu.....
hehehe....
POSITIVE THINKING i'm applying u right now....

1st day....

hari ni 1st day kejer.....
aduhhh...aq dah siap set time dah kul baper nk gosok baju sumer....
n skali bapak leceh nk gosok sluar slack tu....haisshhh...
slalunyer gosok sluar slack lain senang jer....suar ni wat hal lak....
take almost half an hour just nk gosok kemeja....sluar n tudung....
giler ar berpeluh2....
padahal 3 helai jer pun...
slalunya gosok byk...x der hal pun...
hari ni dugaan tull.....

nasib baik x lmbt gi kejer....
ngan moto wat hal lak...aiyooo...
skali biler jmpa manager...
dier t'lupa lak aq msuk hari ni
warghh..nasib baikkk....
gaji dier RM 3 sejam
n hari ni aq kejer dr kul 12 smpai 6 jer...
mmg siyesly mcm maid lah...
tp x kisah pun...
kemas meja..
sapu lantai
mop lantai...
n aq yg ganas ni...
mmg kena blajar jd sopan skit...
aduhh....
mmg ni practice nk kawin ar ni...
hahaha...

dpt kenal ngan org yg mcm2 ragam
1.ziha - sebaya tp x smbung blajar lepas spm sebab x dpt mana2...dier tgh carik tmpat nk blajar

2.sir wan (manager) - tp prangai cam budak2...nasib baik x garang...muahaha

3.ayu - sebaya tapi dah kawin since sblm spm lagi n skang ni tgh mngandung anak kedua...bestnyer...

4.azizi - dr mula dtng dah start mengayat...aduhhh...tp mngenangkan 4 bln jer kat situ...layan jelah...buat kawan...sbuk nk fon no..x bg ckp sombong lak...bglah wat syarat...dier ni 18 tahun tp dah b'henti balajar since form 2 sbb dier x suker blajar...mase tanyer dier spm dpt braper...dier ckp fail...n mia cam biar btul x kan sumer fail...n biler dah borak2 baru tahu rupanyer dah b'henti skolah...

5.osman - leh lak dier kenakan aq harini...ckp dier international school..tp rupanyer skolah biasa jer....kat gading tu...

6. x ingat nama - tapi diaorg sumer mcm x suker kat dier ni sbb diaorg ckp dier ni malas...umur dier 25 ++ kot...baru kejer sbulan kat kfc...tp pendiam dia ni...wat kerje jer...n mcm x b'gaul sgt..sbb tu diaorg mcm x ngan dier ni kot....hmmm

hopefully diaorg ok ngan mia....sbb mia pun bknnyer baik sgt n plus x rajin mana pun...klau dah penat...x tahulah nk ckp mcm mana an...

n hopefully than lama kat situ...sbb mia ni cpat bosan wat smthing....
mlas nk carik kejer lain,klau dah start...
n ader gak offer kejer kat tmpat lain smalam tp sbb dah confirmkan ngan kfc so mcm kejer jela trus kat kfc....

n biler kejer kat situ dpt knal ngan org yg lain drpd mia knal sblm ni....
kat seseri n pasum sumer result gempak2 jer...
n dari kluarga senang2...
biler kejer situ....dpt jmpa org yg tgn dier berparut2 tgk...
tengok pun ngeri....huhuhu
n dpt muhasabah diri suruh bersyukur skit ngan per yg ada slama ni
n biler dah kejer baru tahu susah n penatnyer kejer
so biler smbung blajar nanti jgn main2....muahaha

BORINGGGGG

weh....mia dah boring gler duk rumah ni....
x der org bleh nk kacau...gaduh2 sumer.....
weh..SHAHRIN nk gaduh ngan ko....

klau carik gaduh ngan my little bro....
habis nangis dier nanti...aiyooo...
my little sis lg dua org tu....
emo sentiasa....PMS hari2 kot....muahaha
org main2...dier amik siyes...gi lah duk sorng2 dlm gua tu...
hahaha..

so skang ni mmg boring lah an...
fb tu pun dah bosan dah mia tgk....
bkk skype pun tp jrng der org on9
klau ader pun org samer jer....
tp x kan hari2 nk kacau diaorg jer....
nanti bosan lak diaorg ni tgk mia...hahaha
nmpk jer mia on9 nanti....
habislah...pasni mesti kena kacau ngan mia....huhuhu

so skang ni tido dah mmg t'lebih2 lah an...
pukul 1 plng lmbt
pas2 bgn...boring...x kan nk on9 jer an...
tido balik...
saya nk pegi jogging...tp an..kan..rmai indon lah dekat sini...
takut tgk diaorg...huhuhu...so mcm nk pegi jauh skit...
tp kena naik moto gi taman tu...ibu kasi ke hah..
tgklah mcm maner nanti...aiyooo...
klau kat um ni...hujan lebat ker aper ker...
klau nk jog dah pegi dah ni...

sblm ni kat um sibuk nk drive...
tp dah duk bosan dah drive....hari2 drive...
blajar masak??
senang jelah...x adventure lngsung...hahaha
skejap jer blajar msak tu...

minggu depan kot start keje....
haishhh...huhuhu....

till next update....
take care guys...
chow..
assalamualaikum...<3 <3 <3

IT'S ALL MY FAULT

sumer salah mia kita dah x mcm dulu dah....
spatutnyer mia dah tahu n should prevent it from happening....
tp nk wat cam maner.....i was failed at that time...
n skang ni kiter dah x macam dulu lagi dah.....
sedih kot...but now nothing will change....:'(
should move on...

mia dah terima kenyataan....
but i don't want to lose a friend like u....
u're such a great friend of mine....
u're like a brother to me....
someone i could listen to...

biler igt blk sumer all ur advices mia jd baik....hahaha
tp insya'allah mia akan slalu igt...
dah x leh jd bdk keras kpala.....kena pikir jauh skit...
but i'm not good in that....
mia seorg yg suker ikut per yg mia rasa nk wat maser tu..
n ikut mood mia....
so kena practice hiding all of that
n one thing 4 sure....
yg ko slalu pesan kat mia
-just be urself-
-n igt sumer advice ko-
muahahahah

so sgt bosan skang ni duk rmhhhh
aiyoooo....
x leh nk kacau org...:(

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apa yang anda sedang lakukan selain selesaikan tag ni....
tgk tgk tv7...on fb...skype

selain nama sendiri,anda dipanggil apa??
mia-dpt kat seseri
angah - kat rmh
mira
panda - hanif puzizer

tag 8 blogger
1.aiman robert
2.syimir
3.bunbun
4.shahrin
5.izzati square
6.ecah
7.syapiq
8.syabil

siapakah no 1. anda tag....
aiman...1st time jmpa dier kat lib...aiman ni kwn zami...
klau tak....mmg x penah pun nmpak dier ni...

katakan sesuatu tentang no.5 yg anda tag...
kenal since kt seseri....pastu kat pasum samer floor ngn dier ni...
slalu lepak bilik zati...mintak tolong sumer2...n citer2 paper kat dier....

org yg ke.3 ditag,berhubungan ngan siapa??
kenal kat pasum.....pandai kot dier ni.....dpt jd 20 finalis ICHO tu...
bapak terer....bkn sng nk lepas kot....

bagaimana ngan no.4
shahrin....ohh...tahu pasal dier ni mser mlm birthday dier...mia jd tkng gelak mlm tu maser dier kena campak tasik....since that..klau jmpa x sah klau x gaduh ngn dier ni....skang ni hati dier dah berbunga2 ngan ieqa...huhuhu....nk dekat2 habis pasum hari tu....shahrin ni dah kurng skit ar skitkan hati org....sedih kot nk abis pasum...n baik sbnarnya shahrin ni just suker carik gaduh jer....dier ni lah kawan gaduh mia....

pesanan buat no.6
ecah...take care...sory x dpt nk say goodbye kat ecah...n hug you 4 d last time....
mkn byk2 bg gemuk skit....muahaha

kata-kata cinta buat no 2...
syimir.....kata2 cinta??? hahahhaa
kenal ko sbb ko add mia kat fb lepas mlm emas tu....mia ni dah lah jenis x approve org yg x kenal tp ntah mcm maner tergerak lak nak approve ko kat fb...
n disebabkn x kenal ko so mia carik gak saper lah syimir ni....
n dah kenal lah....even lmbt maser pasum dah nk abis tp cam ko ni ok lah...
baik sumer2...it's great to know u.....huhuhu

adakah no.7 n n0.8 mempunyai persamaan
x sama langsung.....hahaha....syapiq....miss u...sgt comel dier ni...
syabil...my brother kat pasum....huhuhu....slalu bg nasihat sumer....


berikan 5 perkara yg anda tahu tentang orang yg anda tag 1st
nama : aiman b rashid ( btul ker hah)
asal : perak
kelas tuttrial kat pasum : F1
relationship : taken...huhuhu
happy go lucky


persamaan lembu n kambing??
dua2 ader 4 perut..

perasaan ketika jawab tag ni....
1st time buat bnda ni...
panassss...kepanasannn....mcm baru lepas lari....

adakah anda tahu rizman sengal....
saper rizman??

gay or lesss????
dua pun tak...

UNEXPECTED THINGSSS

sory guys....
i'm home now....
sory x dpt nk say goodbye kat korng esp
1.echa
2.ila syamila
3.ecah
4.syapiq...
5.dewi
5.syamil
6.zara
7.sean..

n ramai lagi x dpt nk list sbb ramai sgt....
soryyyyyyy saaaaaangaaaatttt

planning nk blk hari isnin..
n x jadi...so nk blk hari selasa kul 10...
isnin tu tgh hari syapiq mintak tolong hantar gi ampang rumah uncle dier...
n sbb sumer bgn lmbat hari tu...
so gerak dlm kul 2 petang...
n luckily dpt jmpa shahrin 4 d last time before dier blk.....
n mia,syapiq,ajim n adib gerak gi ampang.....
n ktorg smpai sana....borak2 ngan uncle syapiq dah kul 4 petang....
then azri call ajak gi ampang point...lepak kat sana...
so t'paksa cancel plan nk blk hari tu...
n pegi lah mkn kat kwsn rmh azri n then gi ampang point...
main bowling sumer...dah ar kantoi x pakai stoking summore...
then kena beli stokin...n ktorng main ar....
n try guess i got d last place....among 6 of us....that's 2nd time mia main bowling so wat to expect...hahaha
syapiq menang....point lebih 100++++ tu.....
n then gerak gi aeon setiawangsa
bajet nk hantar syapiq jer kat situ...tinggal dier kat situ....
hahaha...skali x...lepak2 lagi kat sana...main arked before blk...
adib kena interview ngan tv murai lagi tu...muahhaha
tgk ar sendiri.....

then gerak blk hantar azri blk rmh n pegi blk rmh uncle syapiq...
mkn sumer dah kul 11 lebih...
n syapiq n ajim dah janji ngan arina nk tgk midnite movie...
n ktorg rushing giler nk hantar syapiq kat mid n plus x tahu jln.....
n diaorg smpai gak lah dlm kul 12 lebih....
sory syapiq....
n dier tinggalkan beg dier yg ada fail n sijil2 sumer dlm kete...
sbb kul 3.30 pagi nanti nk hantar diarg gi kl sentral....
n guess wat....mia t'tido n X BGN kul 3.30 pagi tu....
n mia t'jaga kul 6.15 pgi mcm tu tgk ader 21 miscall
again 21 MISCALL + 1 SMS....
n mia trus call syapiq skali tgk dier x fly lgi...
n I was like blk bilik then trus tukar bju n gerak gi LCCT.....

n i was driving like hell 140 km/hour
n guess wat mia t'lajak smpai klia...
n biler dah nk smpai LCCT kete mia broke down...
BROKE DOWN...n i'm ALONE...
kiri kanan kelapa sawit....
nk nangis pun ada...
tp bkn nangis sbb takut ker per....
takut kena marah ngan my dad n dah susahkan diaorg...
call ayah x angkat then call ibu...
n ibu cam..per angah wat kat sana....igt dekat ker...n sumer2 lah...
dah kena bebel dah....
n ibu cam dah risau giler...call my aunty sumer...
n biler phone ringing cos my dad call...siyes cuak giler....
n mmg sure lah an kena marah...
n mia leh ckp sory jer....x tahu nk ckp per lagi...
n luckily my aunt yg uruskan insuran sumer...
dier bg no fon insuran suh call...
n dah ar x der kredit....maser tu ader kredit ngan sos topup jer kot...
n dah call sumer kena tunggu technician dtng check sumer....

n ader kete tunda dah dtng india lak tu...
nk bwk kete gi nilai...n my mum said jgn pegi....
kita ader insuran n yg tu kena byr beratus2...
n org tu pusing 2-3 kali kat tmpat tu...
n x lama tu ayah mia dtng...
sedih....moto ayah mia lak pancit sbb kena paku yg org tabur kat jln2..
tu....n biler kete sumer dah kena bwk gi bengkel...
mia n ayah mia naik lah moto tu gi mana2 ntah...
nk cari kedai moto kat celah2 kelapa sawit tu...
n i was crying on that bike cos rasa b'salah sgt...
dah susahkan ayah..ibu...bg sumer org risau...my aunt..cousin..my friends....
duk kat tepi jln tu jer 5 jam...n biler dah tukar tayar sumer so grak ar
nk blk kl tp sesat lak smpai ke banting....
n biler dah jmpa tol....sesat lak kat highway tu...x jmpa jln nk blk sg buloh...
n ayah mia just redah n smpai kat bkt jalil....
pas2 dah tahu jln...
n mia dah kelaparan giler mkn roti jer atas moto...
n 3 jam atas moto sbb sesat...
kul 3 petang sampai rmh....
n ayah mia amik cuti trus.....
n tiba2 ayah mia ckp jom pegi amik brng trus...
n cepat skit bwk brng tu trun kul 5 nanti dah jam....
n smpai um dlm kul 4 n kejar time nk checkout...
cos office tutup kul 5...n x nk sngkut dlm jam...
sbb ayah mia nk amik adik mia skolah kul 6.30
n alone bwk brng naik turun2....
more than 5x bwk brng dpan lif...
naik atas turun bwh 4x kot..
boleh byng x baper byk brng mia...hahhaa..
byk giler kot...
ni pun x unpack lgi pun...
sbb x tahu nk letak mana....

sorrryyyy.....korng sumer mia x smpat nk say goodbye...
nk hug korng 4 d last time....
n hopefully biler x smpat nk say goodbye means we will meet again some day....
sedih ni......sob3......soryyyyyyyyy sangattttt.....

2nd week N IT'S OVER

2nd week exam
statistik - not bad
algebra - worse
chemist 4 - better than mid sem
physic 4 - overslept night before n doing smthing bad....perghhh ntah...
jumaat - bi...nk jwb cpat2 then kuar.....

n officially....
PASUM DAH ABISSSSSSSSSS
n i'm no longer foundation student
pasni insyaallah degree 4 another 4 years....
n cuti 5 bulannn

result kuar between 16 mei - 20 mei
fasa 2 upu 20 mei - 26 mei
paper pun result itu rezeki mia
n gonna apply upu based in my result
medic x tahulah still in my choice ker x
skang ni rasa mcm x kena ngan jiwa
i'm not that genius n x rajin n x bleh blajar non stop
so ntah....
mia suker wat bnda2 yg mncabar keberanian
mcm extreme sport ker....bungee jump ker...
aiyooo...klaulah kaya nk pi wat sumer bnda 2....

so pasum dah abis
org lain happy cos dah abis
but pengwas periksa kutip kertas jer mia nangis....
sob3....blakang mia qila mazlan
dak seseri.....maknanyer dah 3 tahun lebih ktorg sama2
pasni sumer ader arah tuju masing2....
sumer ader rezeki masing2....so kita perlu bersyukur ngan paper pun yg kt dpt
ALHAMDULILLAH.....kena slalu igt dgn jiwa n raga
sedih...pasum nk abis...i don't care bout d exam result now...
but i care bout u guys.....sedih222....
kita b'jumpa tuk berpisah....
biler dah bertemu pasti ader perpisahan
it made us appreciate our friendship while we still together here

biler sume dah blk kg halaman masing u got ur own life
luper dah kat mia....dah x contact mia dah...malas...
cos wat per nk contact x der benefit pun kat korng.....
i'm knew that i'm nobody to u guys
but whenever u need me...just tell me...
all d pain that i felt when ur gone will be faded away....
kat rumah mia x der kwn mcm korng....
so korng jelah kwn mia...
sayng korng.... <3 <3 <3
keep in touchhhh.....muahhh...muahh

FIRST WEEK

hehehe.....
my last weekend was extremely bad....
x tahu naper....
mngada tul...muahahah.....
keje giler pun byk gak wat....
pdahal selasa tu exam bio n ko bleh layan ko nyer emosional....
biaq pi lah...

n NOW....I'M BACK....
no emotional.....think positive.....
n manage to control my self...
muahahaha.....yahooooooooo....

exam 4 paper sudah b'lalu...
tinggal lg 4 paper...+ BI
rumusan selama 4 hari tu......

bio 3- jwb jer per yg t'mampu.....mia yg slama ni suker check jwpn not gonna do that this time.....msuk kotak terus sumer nota tu....

chemist - mia plng semangat jwb paper ni cos i'm in love with this chemist since first sem....the only paper yg rasa mcm leh score.......but mser jwb hari tu bleh lah confius gler2 nk mati.....tp jwb jelah....tawakal jelah cos dah usaha an....

physic - i'm working hard 4 this paper but rasanyer x ckup lagi kot.....igtkan nk maintain A punyer result mid sem but somehow klau dah tinggal 17 mark free2 kosong mmg harapan je ek...tp x tntu lagi kot sbb klau carrier mark tinggi maybe boleh kot...insya'allah...

bio 4- not bad gak.....maser jwb section A happy jer....skali bkk section B fuhhhh...
b'peluh den.....nvrmind...sumer dah wat dah...per yg jd kita hanyer leh berdoa n b'tawakal...

okkkkk

next week paper...

isnin - FJAX 0114 (statistic n probability)
selasa - FJAX 0113 (algebra n calculus)
rabu - FKAX 0114 (organic chemistry)
khamis - FMAX 0114 (basic physic 4)
jumaat - merdeka....hehehe...ader lg satu paper BI...
THEN....PASUM HABISSSSSSSSSSSS
sob3....x nak2....abis pasum....

shahrinnnn....nanti aq x leh nk wat kwn baru dah.....
smhow act mia cam pikir better jd pndiam or mcm skang ni.....
mia penah jd pendiam n gak bising cam skang
klau pendiam....jgn arap nk dgr mia ckp even 10 patah p'kataan n org...
n nk socialize n org....pegi kelas blk rmh...study...
n mmg confirm lah an score exam klau dah life mcm 2...
tp somehow mia x suker mcm 2....
tp bler bsing/ org ckp ramah.....ader jer org ckp2 blakang
biler nk pkir blk per bnda jer org x ckp blakang]
so BIAQ PI KAT DIAORG....
JUST BE URSELF.....tp saya mmg suker tmbh LIST KAWAN SAYA.....
SEBAB SAYA X NAK KWN N HIDUP NGAN SORG KAWAN JER....
NANTI SAYA X LEH TERIMA DIER ADER KWN LAIN SELAIN SAYA....
SO SAYA KENA KWN NGAN RAMAI2 ORG SO NANTI SAYA X SEDIH......

so ALL D BEST TO ALL PASUM 4 OUR LAST WEEK TOGETHER....
MISS U ALL....MISS U ALL DAMN SO MUCHHHHHHHHHH
TIME EXAM NI DAH X DPT JMPA KORNG DAH....
BILER PASUM DAH ABIS LG LAH.....
SO SYNGGGGGGGGGGG KORNG BANYAK2.....
MUAHHHHHH....MUAHHHHH...MUAHHHHH....(flying kiss...) <3 <3 <3

THE LAST ONE

starting from this tuesday.....5/4/2011
final exam gonna start.....
this path i've been choosen a few months before
should not be regret
even penah t'pikir klau tahu awal2 betapa susahnya kat PASUM
x nk msuk sini...better pi matriks gopeng 2 or apply dip...
tp i'll not regret entering pasum
byk bnda blajar kat sini.....

byk bnda blajar kat sini selain berbundle2 bnda yg nk kena study.....
i've a learn bout life....challenging my own positive thinker.....
my courage....learn to be more confident to express ur own thought.....
dpt ramai kwn yg mcm2 ragam....
dpt mcm2 gelaran kat sini....
tp mia x kisah cos i'm gonna miss all of that....

mia dpt jmpa lelaki yg siyesly setia ngan makwe dier......
cos mia sblm ni x caya sgt ader lelaki mcm 2....
but i'm wrong....
kat sini menguji kesabaran mia yg slama ni sbar jer....
since skolah mia mmg x leh get along sgt ngn prmpuan sgt sbb rasa mcm nk marah jer....
cos mengedik sgt....ewww sana...ewww sini....
bnda 2 pun nk nangis....2 pun nk takut...
tp biler dah msuk SESERI n pasum
we've to accept all of that cos prmpuan dah 2 mmg sifat dier even bkn sumer....
so mcm dah t'biasa kwn ngan laki smpai kat pasum ni pun sama
shahrin siap panggil mia play panda girl lagi
but i'm not playgirl k....
so skang ni nk officialy said....mia b'jaya 100% X couple kat sini....
alhamdulillah...diberi p'lindungan ALLAH...

mia punyer hati pun dah smakin lembut
cos mcm post2 sblm ni....sumer nk nangis...skit nangis....
but actually....i've learn 2 follow my heart....
express per yg ko rasa...jgn ego sgt...cos i'm totally egoistic before....
jgn harap nk dgr mia ckp mia syng saper2 or tnjuk yg mia syng...
even mia suker kucing n budak2 kecik....
jgn harap nk dpt tgk mia pegang or belai2 diaorg kat public...
sblm ni mcm malu lah....org nmpk...nanti org ckp nk mnunjuk2 penyayang lah 2....
tp skang per kisah...that's me....i'm not pretending....

so pasum dah nk abis dah....
less that 2 week....
gonna mis u all my friends....
luv u all....dah abis pasum roger2 ek....
jgn luper kat mia tau...tau...
saaaayanggggg....korng....

so slasa ni start ngan paper FQAH 0113
paper per tu.....to paper biology - physiology of organism...
rabu - chemistry 3 (FKAX 0113)
khamis - physic 3 (FMAX 0113)
jumaat - bio lg....DNA TECHNOLOGY N DNA (FQAH 0114)

paper minggu depannyer...nantilah.....
ni dulu...huhuhu......

EMO

PERHATIAN......
POST NI POST EMO.....SO KLAU X NK BACA X YAH BACA......

org mesti igt mia suker emo tp x per lah.....
mia kena tulis gak.....
klau x slagi tu x leh study....
mia nk STUDYYYYYYY.......
so kena bg all that feelings gone.....

please go away....away....
nanti laila marah mia.....
mia nk study.......
mia nk nangis......but i tried not 2....
nanti nangis kena tido.......
x nk tido.....x nk susahkan hati sendiri......

just go away......
i've tried 1000000000000x
but i'm failed to do so.....
even diaorg pun tahu biar mcm mane mia ckp x nk bwat bnda tu.....
mia akan wat n then sedih....n susahkn diri sendiri......

i'm DAMN FOOOOOOLLLLLLLL
mia tahu.....nk dkt exm supposely x pikir bnda2 ni
tp makin dkt makin slalu pikir....
i'm FOOL...bleh x nk curse....??? ( haish.....x leh2...)
mia mrh org curse so i'm not supposely doing that........

okayyyyy......i'm okay now.....huhuhu
chillll.......skejap jer ni.....
i'll be okay biler dah ckp n tulis kat sini
per nk kisah org cakp........btul x SHAHRIN????

CHAIYOKKKK....

updating blog kat library....pffffttttt....
org dtng lib study....mia bleh lak update blog.....
suddennly trasa sgt penat.....
can't take it anymore....
need to do smthing to gain back my spirit n scared my self bout d exm
so that mia gonna study hard....focus n not playing around
mia not playing around?????
bleh ker??
mcm x leh jer....
but nvrmind that's how mia study....
lepak sudah.....we did our best n what's d result that's our rezeki n the best for us

so trying to keluarkan bnda2 x pnting from my mind....
nak dkat2 exam ni kt sumer buzy......kita sumer memencilkan diri....
kita sumer mencuba tuk fokus study.....so jrng dpat jumpa all my friends yg slalu hangout 2gether...pas exam dah abis pasum....sedih...='(
siyesly....x tahu biler dpt jmpa korng sumer blk.....
after a few weeks abis pasum????
pas 6 bln klau dpt u sama/sama course????
after 1 year???
after a few year klau2 ader yg nk hangout blk sbb dah lama x jmpa???
after a decade???
or x kan penah dpt jmpa blk???
x tahu mia akan dpt bernafas tu brapa lama lagi.....
second....hours....days....weeks....years????

so dikesempatan ni....mia nk minta maaf banyak2....kat korng sumer....
sory 4 evrything n tq for evrything.....
sbb slalu emotional....
slalu care psal org lain t'lebih smpai korng rasa mcm t'lebih2 but that's me....
can't take it to lose any friends.....cos syng korng sumer sgt2.....i've got life biler ngan kwan2 that's why mcm tu...rasa dihargai n ader org care psal mia....biler blk rmh nanti x der kwn....
x tahu per nk wat kat rmh nanti...sob3....(wuahhh....crying..)
sory 4 my annoying yg x tntu masa....suker hati jer bile nk emo n x b'ckap n keep quiet...sory....
suker skitkan hati org.....carik gaduh ngan org....soryyyyy.....
suker wat bsing....sory again...

ok ar chow lu nk smbung STUDYYYYYYY.....
ALL D BEST SUMER.....CHAIYOK2.....