today.....

mlm td t'tido dlm kul 5 pgi cam 2....
dgn laptop t'bkk..x off9....anime t'psng....
t'jga kul 8 sbb roomate blk...
then tolong dier carik wallet dier ilang...
gi pjabat kselamatan...
pas2 gi carik org nk tman gi jlan tar....
wah....1st time aq carik org tman aq kluar...
nasib baik t'igt ader dak seseri nk gi jln tar gak hari ni...
skali gi blk diaorg....diaorg dah nak gerak....
nasib baik kecik n suri pgi lmbt skit...

pgi lah ngan diaorg tgh hari 2...
naik lrt smpai masjid jamek then igtkan nk 2kar train
skali jln kaki smpai sogo....
wahhhhh....x pnah ku tahu bleh jln kaki dr lrt masjid jamek gi sogo....
ko duk negeri mana ar mia...ish2...
lunch kat mcD
then gi jln tar carik selendang....i likeeeeee
tq sgt2 kat muni cos dier yg tolong carikkan...
bg cdngn pakai per n mcm mane nk pakai...
x nk per yg jd mase MGP b'ulng...

then dlm kul 5 lebih gerak gi kl sentral then gi mid...
sorng sbb yg lain blk um trus....
aq igt dah slah naik train....nasib baik lah x cpat gelabah...
dah pikir2 dah trun next station then ptah blk...
skali next station MID VALLEY....
mmg t'baik ar...nasib baik x gelabah wa ckp....
then gi btulkan jam...
n pi arked...igt nk main basket
skali ramai org...cancel ar...
gi smbhyng then blk...
tgh2 tunggu bus 2...baru prasan t'tinggal brg kat surau...
mmg b'lari ar trun surau 2....
nasib baik ader lg...
cpat2 pi bus stop 2...takut bus smpai...
dah nk mgrib dah....x pnah aq nk cpt2 blk....hari ni plik plak aq ni...
hujan trun...nasib baik mser dlm bus...hjn b'henti...

KLIMAKKKKKKSSSSSSSSS....
dr stesen u jln kaki blk um....
mse lalu dpn masjid...azan mgrib b'kumandang.....
mse nk lints jaln...lg skit nk jtuh t'sadung....mlng btul
then nmpk tupai kena lnggar kete....
sian tupai 2...
dier nyawa2 ikan kat tpi jln 2...
aq angkat dier bwk tepi sbb tmpt mse dier t'dmpar 2 sng kete nk lnggar...
mser tgh jln tu aq dah brangan mcm2...b'pikir...
skali aq nmpk ader bnda jln n duk atas rmput 2...
skali biler pandang.....ANJINGGGGGGG....
anjing 2 duk pndng aq....aq dah gelabah gler cpat2 lintas jln....
dlm hati ckp JGN LARIII...nanti dier kejar....
biler dah lintas jln 2...skali tgk bkn seekor....tp 3 ekorrrr
mmg cuak gler nk mati.....nk nangis pun ader...

mmg 1st time blk sorng jd mcm ni ar....
x nk kuar sorng...x nk....tp saper jer bleh tahan kuar ngan mia....
mia x sker kuar ngan org sbb...mia bleh jln dr pagi smpai mlm...
klau carik brng lagi haru....slagi x der bnda yg mia fall in love in a first sight...
mmg mimpi jer lah mia beli....sian kwn mia...
but smhow...hari ni tnjukkan yg mia spatutnya n sharusnya kuar ngan kwn2 bler nk carik brng....they gonna help me a lot...
but it really2 gonna take a lot of time
cos mia dah biasa kuar sorng biler nk beli brng...

p/s:final lg sbulan tp malas...mcm maner 2...haishhh

WOAHHHHH.....

Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow. Just walk beside me and be my friend.

luv u guys....sedih pasum nk abis dah.....=(

BOREDDDDDDD

DAMN BOREDDDDDD.....
SMTHINGS WRONG.....BUT DON'T KNOW WAT IT IS......
MLS LAK TETIBA.....
HAISHHHHHHH....
ADUHHHH....
MIA...MIA....
PER NK WAT BILER BORINGGGGG.....

exam....

tinggal baper hari jer nk final.....
even hari dier lebih dr 30 hari....
tp aq dah cuak gler ni.....mau nangis ni...(nangis jer an keje aq sbnarnya...)
aq ni mmg jenis cuak biler lmbt lg exm tp biler dah 1 week before n minggu exam aq dah x rasa paper dah....x der prasaan n yg ader just malas...
n x nk stress2 dah mase 2....
so that's all 4 today.....STUDYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.....
mood x btul 2 still ader tp ltak tepi dulu...wawawa
BILER RESULT MID SEM NK KUAR NI??????????
nk cpat2 dpt so aq bleh down cpat2 n study lebih2 pas2.....boleh x....hehehe

worse mood ever....

hari ni mmg x der mood gler....
one of my friend tgh sedih....
n smalam malam dier x der mood...
even bler aq tgur dier,dier diam jer....
i'm sory cos i know maybe aq antara org pnyebab ko sedih....
lepas aq blah dr ko 2...mmg rasa nk nangis
n act mmg aq nangis tp sbb tgh kat cafe n ader org lain ngan aq
so aq cpat cover sbb malu ar nangis dpn org n aq ni mmg ego skit...ops bykk
then biler bgn pagi n tgh bca bio suddenly aq t'igt psal ko....
n mmg aq nangis truk gler....
text shahrin,dier x reply....biler call tgh tido...
mia nk ckp ngan ko tp ko x angkat fon
maybe tgh tido kot....
ko tahu x...mia nk tgk ko yg dulu,yg happy
rasenye ko pun dah bosan dgr mia ckp ni....
yg ko antara org yg mia syng kat pasum ni n i don't want to lose u....
sory sgt2....sory...
please be strong....k

sbb asyik t'igt pasal ko...
mia x leh study then mia tido smbil nangis....
slalunyer...biler bgn dah ok....
tp hari ni until now...biler t'igt ko aq nangis....
ptng td dah dpt borak ngan ko
so aq dah ok skit....
don't get me wrong....weh...kuat eh...
act..there's also smthing else yg spoil kan mood hrini
lpas borak ngan ko ptng td...aq dah ok psal ko...
sbb ko nk borak ngan mia...hehehe

spoiler mood 2nd
dilema....dilema....
smhow hari ni mmg aq pikir +ve jer psal ko....
aq x tahu naper aq asyik nk tacink ngan ko hari ni....
tp biler pikirkan blk kiter kwn jer so buat per nk tacink ngan ko....
aq tahu aq x patut tacink ngan ko sbb 2 aq slalu wat yg t'baik x tacink ngan ko....
tp kdang2 i'm failed 2 do so...so i'm sory...
i know that i'm only one of ur friends so don't get me wrong....

haish....aq pun x tahu naper ngan aq harini....
abis mate ku bngkak...
n skit pale...
mia n *****q please be strong....
please sgt2....
just forget all d sad things n live ur life as nothing happen...
could i??? hmmm...maybe yes...maybe not...but smtimes i'm good in that....
luckily...hari ni roomate mia tido jer sbb smlam mlm dier x tido langsung....
klau x...x tahu nk nangis kat mane...
n u can just forget me...anytime u want...
cos i know who am i....whenever u need me..i'll be by ur side....okk
ur my friend so when u come back to me...i'll forget d hurt i felt when u don't need me...

FRIENDSSSS....

friends is one of d most importannt thing in my life........
aq snggup jer wat pape tuk korng...even smtimes aq x suker...
cos i love u guys so much so slalu risaukan korng.....
some people might says that i'm weird...n suker pikir bkn2...
but i can't avoid it cos it's me...
suker sibuk psal org...bkn sibuk just i care bout u guys....
cos i'm an obsever so there's thing yg other people might not realise it...
n i really care bout u guys so take care....jgn wat bnda bkn2..ketuk pale 2 kang...


ader kwn aq punyer ayah meninggal...
takhziah for him...even we're not that close...
n dah jrng lepak sma....dulu ko pnah ajar aq psal torgue nk dkt final...
thanks 2 u cos until now...aq igt bnda 2...
just be strong n jgn down sgt...

now..it seems sumer kwn aq dlm dilema...
n 4 sure aq pun sama...
smtimes rasa nk mnjerit jer kat tasik 2...
tp nanti org ckp gler pulak....hehehe

smalam spent a really great time ngan kwn2 aq....
mmg x kan lupa punyer lah....
even mase mula2...mood nk pegi mandi sg. 2 dah spoil gler2...
but aq cpat2 luperkan bnda 2 sbb aq x nak spoil mood diaorg gak....
klau ngan family..klau mood dah spoil...jgn arap aq nk mandi sg...n talk with anybody..just leave me alone until i'm ok....
but ader hikmah sumer yg jd...so biarlah...x kisah pun dah....
enjoy gler mandi sg ngan korng....thanks 2 laila 4 d planning...
n dewi cos marah2 mia suh pegi gak.....cos it worth it...
thanks gak kat syamil,amir aizat,ciman,hizami,adib n laila...
n mlm 2 dpt mkn seafood...ayah dewi blanja...wargh....best gler...
cos aq mmg gler seafood.......muahahaha....
mkn smpai x muat perut cos kenyang sgt....hehehehe...

citer lain lak....

aq x tahu naper ko suker sakitkan hati aq....
biler ko pangkah aq n aq marah it means aq x suker n benci sgt2....
cos i'm not d one yg marah org biler kena pangkah so biler evrytime ko pangkah aq n aq marah so JANGAN LAH bwat lg......
lama gak aq x ckp ngan ko sbb aq x nk marah ko...
tp biler aq dh ok n x nk marah2 dah...ko mula blk....
n i hate d most biler aq mrah then ader org tgur aq n ko ckp....
"biarlah...sekali skala nk gak tgk ko hapy"
per ko igt aq happy ker marah ko....or bler pangkah ko...
supposely ko try understand aq mcm mane...per yg aq suker n x suker...
n it obvious aq x suker ko pangkah aq cos ko sorg jer kena marah biler pangkah aq...
n org lain x kena marah pun....
even aq pnah ckap yg aq sjer nk sakitkan hati ko sbb x nk ko suker kat aq...
doesn't mean yg aq mrah ko 2 sjer2....
ader org pnah ckp maybe aq annoying n x suker with anything yg ko bwat sbb aq not in love with u....maybe yes...maybe not...
aq rasa ko antara org yg x paham bahasa n x bleh nk paham naper aq bwat mcm 2...cos u should try 2 win my heart not hurting my feelings....
even ader org2 pnah ckp yg mula2 gaduh n lama2 suker.....
i'm not that one...biler dah x suker...x suker lah...jgn nk tmbh jd annoying or lama2 jd benci lak...okk ...so please avois wat bnda yg aq x suker...
cos i'm type of person yg x tunjuk aq x suker kat smthing or suker smthig
so bler aq tnjuk yg aq x suker...so pham2 sendiri lah ek....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY......

happy birtday 2 u....
happy birthday 2 u....
happy birthday 2 aiman faiz(ciman)
happy birthday 2 u.....

smoga sntiasa diberkati Allah
n berjaya didunia n akhirat...
n b'jaya dlm mgejar cinta.....
all d best final

saper ciman ni....??????
ciman ni nama sbnar dier ni aiman faiz
knape nama jd ciman???
sbb mser dier skolah dulu org igtkn nama kat duty rooster dier 2 hruf c bkn a
so org pnggil lah ciman....
tp rupa-rupanya....diaorg 2 rbun kot...slah tgk....sbnarnya aiman
n nma ciman 2 melekat smpai lah kat pasum ni....

6/2/2011 genaplah umur ciman ni 19 thn....
ciman thn akhir umur ko ader no 1 lah....
thn dpn dah jd 2....
dah tua lah rupanya ko....
thn ni adalah d only year ko smbut birthday ngan aq...
so x kanlah x der birthday bash tuk ko....

sincerly....
mase aq ajak pegi tasik 2 x b'niat pun nak cmpk ko dlm tasik
mmg ajak ko pgi jln2 skali ngan toooooottttt(nama yg x leh disebut)
biler tgh jln 2 bru plan dah alang2...per kisah...
n ko pun mmg kurng asam...pakat ngan syamil nak ktorg pun msuk tasik gak...
mser 2 mmg dah b'salah giler igtkan btul2 wallet syamil hlng mse tolak dier dlm tasik
haish...n aq pun trun ar msuk tasik carik skali....
skali kena tipu...mmg krng asam gler....
nevermind...dah biasa main lumpur....

ciman ni klau x kenal mmg igt pendiam lah....
skali dah knal....pangkah org no.1
n dier ni tgh admire smone ni...
mmg admire gler....so all d best....
haah...
ciman ni pndai main gitar n suara dier sdap tau....
jgn x tahu...
org penang gitu....
dier ni baik hati lah....
klau kwn2 dier tgh down or moody snggup call n nyanyi....
jeles i ngan syapiq subri tau....hehehe
dier klau dpn prmpuan nk nyanyi dpn toooooottt jer...
klau org lain x nak...=p

last word......ALL D BESTTTTTTTTTTT....chaiyok2...

2nd part of 2nd sem....

it seems like....rmai dah tahu blog ni pas pgi ltak link kat fb....haish...
igtkan org x prasan skali prasan gak....
2 saper yg x follow n just bookmark jer blog ni....x kisar pun....
kan SYAMIL.....
kat blog ni x de bnda yg b'faedah pun
just sbb aq ni mmg suker citer bnda yg aq rasa tp dkt org t'tntu jer
n biler aq tgh emo or per2 jer aq akan tlis kat sini
syapiq subri cakp blog aq mcm diari...
pun boleh....sbb aq x suker mnulis n cpt boring nanti aq cmpak diari 2 gi mana2 ntah...
so sbb blog ni x expired biler rasa nk tulis...x nk sudeh...

ok....b'smbung kat tajuk....
2nd part of 2nd sem dah start....
have a new plan with my friend.....
hahaha.....start class pas abis cuti jer mesti ader jer plan bru an aq ni...
so plan bru tuk 2nd part of 2
appreciate every moment with all my friends so that i won't regret pas abis pasum nanti...
n also mcm biasa...plan bru tuk study....

dewi sbuk nak tahu saper aq admire skang....hahaha
so far zara jer dah tahu sbb citer2 ngan dier mse jln kaki mse blk mid smalam....
mostly..klau mia admire saper2...slalunye sbb there's must be smthing in that person yg mia respect....dah ckp admire jer...
admire 2 bkn minat/kagum ker....wah....
so mia slalunyer admire takat 2 jelah...
nothing more than that....
so that's what i meant biler ckp admire sper2 ker...
n rsanya kta bleh control an kita punyer admire 2 thap mane...
cos so far mia bleh control n slalu limit just takat kawan
cos seriously tkut 2 fall in love..i mean really2 fall in love...
cos i'm d one that gonna love smone deeply...
even kwn pun mia bleh down gler klau tiba2 dier kwn ngan org lain...
inikan org yg i'm in love...x tahu lah...giler ker aper aq ni....hehehe

warghhhhhhhh....
lg 2 bln dah final exam
pas 2 abis pasum....
sedihnyer....
nk pisah ngan kwn...n sumer bnda kat um ni ar....
cuti seminggu pun sibuk nk blk awal smpai kena marah ngan parents
inikan abis pasum
at least mase cuti bleh blk awal dpt tgk kolej 12 pun ok even x jmpa kwn
cos tahu nanti diaorg blk gak...
klau abis pasum....mcm maner..nanti ader yg x jmpa langsung dah...
slalu t'pikir klaulah ader org rkam stiap saat of my life kat pasum ni
kan best bler tgk blk...trubat rindu..cos memory will fade
hmmmmmm....ntah....

p/s : just believe that evrything happens 4 reason...
every decision that we made have pros n contras...
just accept d contras n try 2 overcome it....
n pros smtimes we can't see immediately...
n smtimes moral of d story is d pros....

x der jodoh....

x der jodoh ar aq kat pasum ni....
n rasanya mmg x perlu kot....hahaha

sbb sumer yg aq admire suker org lain....
biasa ar 2.....
smpai aq rasa mls nk suker sapa2 dah...
n mmg patut pun....

i'm just 19 to be in love....
n this year...is the 5th year aq single....
i'm proud of myself
cos bkn sng nk maintain single....ececeh....
bajet ramai peminat jer....hahaha
this last year ader no 1 kat umoq 2....
nk enjoy puas2 as a kids n gurlz....
thn last nk wat prangai cam bdk2....

start next year gonna think further ahead
nk prepare myself 2 be a women....
nk blajar msak of course....
tahu dah msak just nk blajar mssak mcm2 lg...
4 sure before kawen mcm2 dah tahu msak...
wahhhhh....bgusnya....
n of course 2 be a better person than skarang....

p/s : final exam blum abis lagi...sbuk duk pkir nk keje per mase gap 2...
hmmmm....skang ni nk jd volunteer kat petrosains kat klcc....jauh dr rmh...
tp kalau aq duk rmh nenek kat kg baru dekat jer....usul dah diberi kat my mom...
tp kat my dad blm lgi cos 4 sure akan direject mentah2....tgh mncari kekuatan tuk sediakan hujah yg bernas tuk menyokong rncngn aq tu....hmmmm...bkn aq x nk keje dkt2 ni...just keje dier x guna otak...abis b'karat otak biler start blajar blk nanti...
so nk cari smthng yg akan tmbh my knowledge n gonna use my brain...n improve soft skill