UPU..

in a few hours result upu akan kuar....
disebabkn skarang dah 14 julai
so esok lah kuar...

insyaallah...
smoga dpt per yg diapply...
main target
CHEMICAL ENGINEERING kat UKM / UTM
tp klau ditakdirkan ALLAH
mia dpt geology yg tersesat kat dlm application tu
mngkin itu yg terbaik...
or klau x dpt per yg diapply
then dpt course lelong
akan diterima ngan hati terbuka
sbb bkn mati pun...still ilmu yg perlu dipelajari

haishhh...nervous lak ni....

just a short post for now...

wink...wink
esok tgk harry potter kat GSC OU
can't wait

p/s : sory tuk saper2 yg terasa 4 d previous post
just luahan perasaan...cos this is d only way besides
berdoa...
i've to spill it out somehwhere
klau rasa x suker boleh unfollow or x yh bcer
x salah bersedih cos mnusia dicipta tuk ader perasaan
tp kawan2 jgn smpai mudaratkan diri...
cos i love u guys...
i don't want u guys to follow d wrong path cos ur mad at smeone
think wisely...do wisely...
insyaallah...x der benda yg akan disesali kelak
kerana ikutkan perasaan....

SMOKERS....

dah lama gler x update....
siyes malas giler...
plus biler dpt on9 jer...
nk tgk cter juvana or nora elena so x smpat2 nk update....

back to d title....
wat's wrong with d smokers....
it just...
besides smone who i can respect n listen to
that guy must be a non-smoker
for me to save a place for you in my little tiny heart...

naper tetiba dah lama update then update kuar topik ni lak...
muahahaa...
sebabbbb kannn...
i'm an observer...suker perhati org yg pelik skit plus smone interesting
x kira lelaki or perempuan....

there's nothing wrong when u confess to me...
but when i said no...please respect me...
don't have to go overboard by saying u can show ur true f**king love by kissing me...
u don't have to do that cos it shows clearly that ur not truly love me....
damn u...

bcos of u...
i keep running away drpd terserempak ko...
x aman hidup...
nmpk ko jer lari...
plus...
you're a smoker...
hate ur hair style...
your appearence...
n ur attitude...
n siyes geli doe dgr ko cakp....
ewwww....

p/s : to all my friends...aq x kisah tuk kwn ngan smoker
but sbb aq syng korng aq x suker klau korng smoke...
korng pun tahu kan it shows long term effect...
aq dah tgk dpn mata aq effect dier cos my dad was a smoker....
since last year bru stop smoke biler dah sakit2 sumer..
n i started to rebel when i was in lower form cos
ayah aq penah janji maser skolah rendah yg dier akan stop smoke klau
aq dpt no. 1 tp x penah berhenti...
n now sumer pnyakit dier sbb smoke...
so korng slagi korng still muda just stop smoking....
mmg susah tp dlm dunia ni x der bnda yg mudah...
klau korng syng family ko...ur future family...
just think about this sbb in a few years korng akan ada ur own family...
WHEN THERE'S A WILL,THERE'S A WAY...

n remember this....
I DON'T HATE SMOKERS....
BUT I HATE THE SMOKE...
COS I LOVE N CARE ALL MY FRIENDS WHO ARE SMOKER
I HOPE THAT U ALSO LOVE UR LIFE....

kita mmg x tahu biler kita akan sakit n mati
skarang pun boleh
but please don't do smthing that u know will shorten ur life
cos it's like u're killing urself

that's all from me...
bubye
take care...till we meet again all my friendss
syng korng...
wa ai ni

SHARING IS CARINGGGG

found it smhwhere dlm novel....

kita takkan dapat carik seorg manusia yg smpurna di atas muka bumi ini....
TAK ADA....
stp org ada kelemahan masing2...
kita jatuh cinta bukan sbb b'jmpa dgn org yg smpurna tp stlh kita blajar mnerima sgala yg ada pada diri dia...
we come to love not by finding a perfect person,but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly....

done with sharing....

kita bertemu kerana allah...
maka apabila terjadinya perpisahan....
itu juga adalah kehendak ALLAH...
ALLAH yg maha mngetahui...
jika itu yg terbaik untuk kt..ia pasti akan kembali...
skiranya kita tidak daptt mnerima perpisahan itu..
diibaratkan kita tidak mnerima ketentuan allah
kerana sgala yg terjadi adalah ketentuan allah...
apa yg terjdi..itulah yg terbaik utk kita...
pro n cont pasti ada...

that's why i've never being sad for a long time....
it's enough for a few days...
then...live must go on...

so hari ni...mia dh start jahit kaki suar org...
ok with that...
learn smthing new....

okk....mia x dpt usm....
dr tgh hari mia excited nk tgk kptusan...
then time rehat ptng pgi lah CC check...
n sory..my application was rejected...

ACCIDENT....

okayyy....nk mula citer ni....
tradisi family belah ayah mia yg stahun skali akan ada family day...
ktorg sumer akan pegi cuti2....pegi jelah mana2...
n tahun ni pegi...KALUMPANG kat tanjung malim..
memula igt mia x nk pegi sbb kejer....
then hari khamis mak cik mia call...
n ckp suh dtng gak...
ckp mia x yh dtng kejer n nnti mak cik mia byar gaji mia tuk 2 hari...
nsib mia hari khamis tu cuti...
then pegilah the store carik2 kak eiha...
nk minx balik awal jumaat n msuk kul 1 hari sabtu..
pastu duk lepak kat kfc on9....

hari jumaat tu msuk kul 10 n blk kul 2 ptng...
org pas smbhyng jumaat nk gerak dah...
and alhamdulillah...mia selamat smpai rumah....
nper mia syukur sgt??
sbb nnti bkn family day yg dibuat...
kenduri arwah mia lak...or cancel sbb mia accident...
mse blk kejer tu...
break moto x makan n mia dah langgar dah bucu kete
nasib mia x jatuh n bleh control
sbb klau x mia akan jatuh n msuk bawah treler....
biler mia x jatuh tu...then mia blah jer...
mia cam...x tahu nk pikir apa...
n terdiam...smpai rmh pun mia cam blur sumer...
alhamdulillah....

skang ni kan...mia dah nak pndai jahit kaki suar....
spanjang malam hari ni...
mia blajar jahit jer....
nk improve skill...dah ok dah..
just nk bg lawa ker lg....
then mcm dah ada confident nk jahit suar org...
sbb per...nnti nk dkat2 raya...
fuuhhh...ramai org beli suar..
then nk kena jahit sumer....
n mia terpikir mcm nk stay jer ngan lantino...
x yh tukar2 gi msuk forest....

p/s-mia dah jmpa blk bnda yg kategori bnda plng berharga lah tuk mia...
sblm ni cicir...n mia carik blk smpai jmpa...alhamdulillah...
mati mia sbersalah jer klau x jmpa blk...

i'm not disturbing your life....please don't disturb mine...
already get over it so live in ur own life....
please be happy....
it's nothing to do with me anymore...
now...it's hard to hear even a words from u...
even u are my friend...
u're d one who choose to keep ur mouth shut...
n i don't know wat to choose
it's like u don't even know me before...

p/ss-dalam hidup kita ini....manusia sering terlupa/buat2 lupa jasa kawan...
tp allah x pnah lupa akan kita....tetapi kt sering terlupa akan kurniaan ALLAH S.W.T
n ALLAH x penah ggal mmberikan segala keperluan kita...
sbgai manusia...even kita selalu dilupakan n kita terluka...
igtlah...kita melakukannya ikhlas maka akan ada balasannya kelak sama ada kita menerimanya di dunia or di akhirat kelak...maka kita tidak akan mnyesal mlakukan kebaikan even kita slalu dilupakan n diabaikan abila mereka pulih kelak....
(MOTIVATIONAL SPECIALLY TUK DIRI SENDIRI....) CHAIYOK2...=)

esok cuti....

esok cuti setelah lebih sminggu kejer....
nk tgk mvieee....
nk balik um.....
nk gi tgk izman kat hosp...
tapi x der keter....
bkn x der....ayah mia x kasi bwk kete "kesayangan" dier tu....
syng benar ngan keter tu....cisss...

nk gi naik ktm mau berejam....gi mid..then um...
mcm mana nk gi hosp ATM kat wngsa maju tu....
ader keter senang skit...

haishh...kakak aku ni pun...
balik rumah x smpai sehari dah kebas kete kancil bwk gi u dier...
igt angah x tahu yg ko tu nk merewang....
dah lah blk jumaat....org baru nk kuar sejak cuti ni...
pasum dah abis sbulan lebih dah....
x kuar gi mana2 lg pun...=( even window shopping...
org lain dah jauh merantau....ni kuar rumah selain keje..beli brng....
dah lama x tgk wayang....
x igt dah biler....slalu gi mid just tuk main arked then blik...

nk tgk izman....klau izman dah kuar hosp...x kan lah nk gi rmh dier...
segan den...
izman...smoga ko cpat sehat....
aku tahu..ko mesti happy kan pas ko dah ok...
bertambah hensem lah ko an...
pasni..makwe ko mesti akan slaaaaaaaaaluuuu jaga ko....muahahaa...
takut kena kebas nnti...pakwe dier yg full pakej tu...hahaha
future doc summore...huhuhu...

biler lah nk gi um hntr buku tutor ni...
nk jmpa kwn aku ni yg umur krng stahun dr aku ni...
asyran2...aku x tau nk kecek jepun eh...
ko lain kali translet skali...bleh aku bljr skali...
maner tau dpt fly skli ngan hang ka...
okk...merepek di situ...abaikan..

fineee....skang duk heboh sal citer tu...
kat tmpat kejr pun sama...
ader video lg...bf dier duk sebar2...
bf jenis aper tu...pun x tau...
n depa duk perli2 minah tu...
pengajaran kita pada hari ni...
jgn duk caya sgt kat laki tu...
sengal lah hmpa ni...n duk caya smpai tergadai maruah....
mata keranjang lah diaorg tu...

nsib lah kwn2 aku baik2 sumer...
bkn sebarangan org leh jd kawan aku...n diapprove fb...
aku kisah pa nk ckp sombong ker..jnji aku kenal ko...ko kenal aku mcm mana...
biler dah korng2 ni dah msuk dlm list friend aku....
saper2 duk kutuk korng leh wat gaduh tau...
ckp kwn aku jahat lah..itulah inilah...
sory...x dilayan sbab sblum korng jd kwn aku korng sumer telah diobserve
oleh si observer ini...
n ternyata hanya yg layak shaja berjaya....
rmai jugak tu eh yg lepas...muahaha....
syng korng sumer....
sbb korng mmg terbaik...
kan shahrin....sejahat2 shahrin adalah kwn aku yg terbaik...muahaha....
kembang tak shahrin...kuang...kuang...

nama laki jer...prmpuan x der ker....
ada...lailaaaa.....jgn lupa bwk buah tgn dr aussie...
rindu kamu...skype x nmpk muker...=(
sihat2 kan...jaga diri....
status bru in a relationship summore....

pahal tetiba rajin update belog ni....hahaha
sbab esok cuti.....klau tak kul 12 cek dah lena dah....

until we meet again...take cafe
assalamualaikum....

PLANNING...

so sbab mia jd part time jer promoter klau x der fair...
keje mostly msuk kul 6 petang..so keje 4 jam jer..
n bleh dpt dlm 500++ mcm tu jer...
so sbab nk kumpul fulus byk2 ni nk msuk u..
mia carik jenama yg ada fair..
so start 1/6 ni lentino ada fair...
so habis jer bln 6..mia akan masuk forest smpai raya...
so...smpai msuk degree...fully working...
insya'allah...so far mcm best jer keje...
just x suker part jahit2 kaki suar....
cos x smpat nk blajar n x brani nk jahit suar customer...
buruk kang abis kena marah....

so x nk jahit lg suar...
n sbulan jer pun....
bln 7 msuk forest dah...x der lah jahit2 dah...
hehehe
n forest is my fav brand....
puas hati...

KERJA BARU

secara rasminya mia dah kejer kat tmpat baru...
23/5/2011
kejer apa???

part time promoter LENTINO dekat THE STORE,KOMPLEKS SG.BULOH...
so far ok lah...better than dkat kfc...
why??
sbab kejer just diri..then klau ader customer...
baru serve...klau x der..sama ada klau ader baju cam x kemas lipat...
btulkan..then diri..then berangan...then klau akak2 tu ajak borak..borak lah..
klau x..diam jer...x tau nk ckp per...
cos bru kenal...

so kejer sama ada msuk kul
10 pagi / 1 tgh hari / 6 petang...
n sejam RM 3.80
so rasanya insya'allah boleh bertahan kejer dkt sini...
smpai bln 7..

so stp bnda msti ada pro n contra kan....
mcm kat kfc..
kejer pnat giler...+ berat..
tp sbab manager melayu so biler kita nk smbhyng just bgthu
then pgilah smbhyng...
tp kat the store ni...
maser interview dah duk bgthu
yg waktu solat hanya pada waktu rehat
time lain x leh
n i was like thinking
klau msuk full means kl 10 pg sampai 10 mlm then
it would be no prob klau nk smbhyng zohor n asar time rehat
tp maghrib???
then klau msuk noon...msuk kul 1..time zohor biler??
maghrib??

then..nak tak nak time nk smbhyng lari gi smbhyng
klau kena tangkap pun...nasiblah...
jawab jelah...nk gi smbhyng pun x boleh ker...
org nk gi toilet boleh pulak..tapi smbhyng x bleh...
then ader sorng ni promoter tetap...
klau nk gi smbhyng dier ajak mia...so ader lah kawan...

moral of d story....
biler free...jgn lengah2kan solat...
ni duk lgi 15 minit lah...tmbh 15 minit lg...
ni biler susah nk dpt smbhyng baru duk nk nyesal...sedih
susah nk smbhyng....