BECAUSE I MISS U

Always under exactly the same sky, always exactly the same day
Other than your not being here, there’s nothing different at all
I just want to smile, want to forget everything
Just like absolutely nothing has happened, smiling to live my days

Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much
Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you
Want to see you, want to see you, because I want to see you so much
Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name
It’s the same today

I thought I’d let go, not leaving anything behind
No, no, now I still can’t let you go
Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much
Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you

Want to see you, want to see you, because I want to see you so much
Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name
It’s the same today

Everyday, everyday, it feels like I’m gonna die, what should I do?

Love you, love you, I love you
I hadn’t even spoken the words, I just let you go
Sorry, sorry, do you hear my words
My late confession, can you hear it
I love you

LYRIC LAGU BECAUSE I MISS U-JUNG YONGHWA
OST CITER HEARTSTRING

MID SEM EXAM

Baru jer selesai dengan paper terakhir tuk mid sem...
Lepas ni quiz jelah...
N ada dah paper mid sem yg dah dapat....

Physical chem - 24/40 ataupun 12%/20%
Ode - 27/30 ataupun 18%/20%
N bi 24.8% / 35 %

N td baru jer amik last paper...
Thermodynamics....
Hmm...x thu nk ckp mcm manaa.....

Jwb paper ngan mata bengkak...
Dengan perut sakit x makan dari pagi....
Mia x der mood nak makan pun....
N harini siyesly mia penat n x larat....
Kelas penuh dr pg n boleh lak mcm2 jd....
Mia x larat dah....
N esok ada lak quiz...=(

2ND PART OF 1ST SEM

Ok...hari ni hari ni kedua tuk another part of my 1st sem....
The journey of this 1st sem dah complete half...
Ada lg half tuk diselesaikan
Lecture tinggal lagi 6 minggu...
Then 1 week study week
N 2 week exam week
So total minggu yg tinggal hanyalah 9 minggu...

Pejam celik..dah habis dah 1st sem nanti...
Lepas final exam gap tuk masuk 2nd sem sbulan ...
N for this 2 months and 1 week
Mia takkan balik ke sana...
Minggu ke 2 januari bru start cuti...
N kalau boleh cuti tu pun nak stay kat sini for one month
But for sure tak boleh an....
Kalau still dekat um bolehlah...
Tengah bandar..makan sumer senang...cuti sem pun ramai org...
Tapi kat sini mahu sunyi sepi...
Nak makan pun x der kot...

So time to focus tuk final exm
Assignment pun dah start byk...
N a lot of group work waiting for me...

This week ada satu jer test...
N next2 week ada quizzes lak....
What a life...hmmm
Then presentation...exam summore...

Pasni klau rajin jer ar mia update...

P/s:
Lebih baik diam dari bercakap klau kita rasa kt x tahu paper...
Dr berlagak macam tahu semua...
Tu nama dier bodoh sombong...(ada org selalu pesan kat mia mcm tu)
Sesabar mia pun mia x leh nak sabar dah dengan peragai ada org ni...
Ntah mcm maner lah org len yg lg x penyabar...lg berangin lah an
Fuhhh...semangattt..

N btw haritu dah beli no baru sbb nk gnti yg lama
Tp x jadi...

MY NEW HUBBY....

my 1st hubby...just bought it today....
supposely hubby tu hadiah spm...
but for now guna duit sendiri dulu skit....sob3...
habis bankrupt mia....
ada lg 2 bulan lak tu nk kena survive....
makan pasir jelah mcm ni hari2...huhuhu
diet skit....bleh kurus...

2nd
sbb fon mia dah rosak...
2 minggu kat pahang mia survive ngn fon rosak...
sian x?? sian an...
n beli tu pun klau boleh nak tahan lama2 skit...
boleh x???
hopefully dier tahan ngn mia yg kasar kalah lelaki....

insyaallah...
fon tu takkan terjun dah katil pagi2...
mia dah wat tmpt special tuk fon tu beradu setiap malam...
n mia dah try wat precaution terbaik tuk jaga fon tu x bg jatuh...
sbb mia takkan boleh pegang fon then kena wat bnda len sbb mia akan lupa mia pegang fon....then lepas fon tu...mcm ada barah otak jer mia ni...

n laptop ni...
adalah 1st laptop yg memang betul2 hak milik mia...
yg sebelum ni akak mia punya...then rosak dier beli lain
then ayah repair mia curik bawak g um
rosak lg..wat x thu...ayah repair...amik blk...hehehe...
n mia akan jaga elok2 mcm nyawa mia
x nak dah bg dier x cukup tido...24 jam x tido langsung
sebenarnya mia kedekut...x nak guna duit sendiri tuk beli laptop
biar jer guna yg compaq tu even dah rosak pun..
tp da ayah paksa beli....kena lah beli....janji ganti blk duit org....
hehehe...ckp hadiah mana leh guna duit sendiri...
habis mia korek celah almari....poket suar...celah baju
nak cukupkan duit....pg minx derma...sadis x..
pasni diet meh...dah bankrupt wat cara bankrupt...sob3...

p/s : rashdan ko an kaya dpt scholar dier siap bg 10 000 bg mia skit kat sini....
x sian ker.... =p

BESOK

Esok 31/10 hari terakhir dalam bulan october....
November akan menjelma...
Hari ini 30/10 mia baru jer kembali ke kolej selepas seminggu cuti deepavali...
Cuti yang langsung tak produktif

Mia tak study pun untuk test ode selasa ni...
Mia siapkan presentation bi then lappy crash then sumer hilang
N mia kena buat balik...
Mia tak buat lagi chemistry lab report...
Mia kena buat conclusion and recommendation and reference
Mia tak study lagi untuk test introduction to chemical engineering....

N sumer tu untuk masa datang.....

Sepanjang cuti banyak benda yang terjadi kat mia...
Sesungguhnya allah itu maha mengetahui
N semua itu pasti ada baik n buruknya....
N kita sebagai hambanya perlu yakin atas segala ketentuannya....

P/s : to you who u are....
please don't hurt urself because of me....

TONIGHT

malam ni seriously mia tiba-tiba tak der mood....
mia tak tahu sebab apa....
pms??? study??? or paper jer lah...
yang sure mia TAK DER MOOD....

mia tak der mood????
macam maner rupernyer mia x der mood....
biler mia tak der mood maknanyer...
semua benda akan jadi tak kena...
n mia akan nangis x berhenti
mia cuba untuk kurangkan kekurangan mood tu dengan dengar lagu sambil buat ODE...
n guess wat....
this time it doesn't work out....

then jam menunjukkan pukul 10 pm
so masa untuk study thermodynamics
mia buat short notes n sebagainyer...
then when it comes to do exercise on that topic....
1st question...yeahhh...i've got the answer...
2nd question...pas pening2...belek2 buku....after half an hour...
okk...let's move to the next question....
3rd question....still blur n mia tak tahu pun nak gerak even 1 step...
okk...i had started to give up....

n the worse is...
while working on the thermo exercise...
i was crying...had been afraid...cos most of senior will failed on this subject
n supposely this subject for 2nd sem student...
half of students in my class was a repeat students...
and even dean said that supposely this subject is for 3rd and 4th year students
not 1st year students...
how come i'm only in 1st sem and maybe i would failed in this subject
come on ar....baru 1st sem kot...x kan nk fail...

okk....crying while working on thermo???
didn't i've said earlier that i've no mood...
so smer bnda pun jadi x kena...

n from all of this...
only u i've been thinking of to talk to...
cos i have to talk with someone in order for me to recover
n i've nobody here...all the person that i had always talked to is not here...
n what i get from u was...a greater dissapointment...
i'm seriously hurt by u...
i'm a person that not easily getting hurt...by harsh words...or harsh attitudes..
so if i'm getting hurt...it does hurt me a lot....
so dunno when will i be recover....

smhow terpikir...
why would i enter engineering when i'm bad in physics...
am i already ruining my future...
hmmmm....

UMP

4/9
haritu bertolak ke ump,gambang dalam pukul 7....
keh3.....lambat kot...
sepanjang perjalanan mia tidur jer.....
sebab malam tu dapat tido sekejap jer.....
n sampai dalam pukul 9.30...
sakejap jer register sumer2....
n dapat bilik....

satu bilik 4 orang....
n bilik dier besar gak ar.....lebih dari 4 orang pun leh sumbat....
dpt rumate yg giler2....x henti2 gelak....
n kebetulan ader sorang rumate yang sama course n PA....

Minggu Induksi Siswa(MINDS)
tak sebest mcm MHS UM tp not bad gak ar....
sumer slot mia pegi just yg last night mlam kebudayaan tu x pg....
penat...nk tido jer....

hari selasa - 3rd day
mia demam.....x leh sesesuaikan diri lagi ngan cuaca
n ader rumate mia yg demam n batuk so b'jangkit...
so getting better...

isnin ni start klas
kul 11....hehehe....
pasni klau cuti bleh ar balik lmbt....kan2...
mia takut nk balik....
sbb takut nak nek bas....
cam mana ni....
x yh balik ar...

disebabkn pekan kuantan jauh dari sini...
so mia memang MALAS nk kuar....
x yh kuar...buang masa jer...duk sini lg best...
duk dlm blik...pg jalan2 dlm u ker...
tp siyesly kat sini panas...
gelap lah mia pasni....

x sabr nak start klas...
wink...wink