worse mood ever....

hari ni mmg x der mood gler....
one of my friend tgh sedih....
n smalam malam dier x der mood...
even bler aq tgur dier,dier diam jer....
i'm sory cos i know maybe aq antara org pnyebab ko sedih....
lepas aq blah dr ko 2...mmg rasa nk nangis
n act mmg aq nangis tp sbb tgh kat cafe n ader org lain ngan aq
so aq cpat cover sbb malu ar nangis dpn org n aq ni mmg ego skit...ops bykk
then biler bgn pagi n tgh bca bio suddenly aq t'igt psal ko....
n mmg aq nangis truk gler....
text shahrin,dier x reply....biler call tgh tido...
mia nk ckp ngan ko tp ko x angkat fon
maybe tgh tido kot....
ko tahu x...mia nk tgk ko yg dulu,yg happy
rasenye ko pun dah bosan dgr mia ckp ni....
yg ko antara org yg mia syng kat pasum ni n i don't want to lose u....
sory sgt2....sory...
please be strong....k

sbb asyik t'igt pasal ko...
mia x leh study then mia tido smbil nangis....
slalunyer...biler bgn dah ok....
tp hari ni until now...biler t'igt ko aq nangis....
ptng td dah dpt borak ngan ko
so aq dah ok skit....
don't get me wrong....weh...kuat eh...
act..there's also smthing else yg spoil kan mood hrini
lpas borak ngan ko ptng td...aq dah ok psal ko...
sbb ko nk borak ngan mia...hehehe

spoiler mood 2nd
dilema....dilema....
smhow hari ni mmg aq pikir +ve jer psal ko....
aq x tahu naper aq asyik nk tacink ngan ko hari ni....
tp biler pikirkan blk kiter kwn jer so buat per nk tacink ngan ko....
aq tahu aq x patut tacink ngan ko sbb 2 aq slalu wat yg t'baik x tacink ngan ko....
tp kdang2 i'm failed 2 do so...so i'm sory...
i know that i'm only one of ur friends so don't get me wrong....

haish....aq pun x tahu naper ngan aq harini....
abis mate ku bngkak...
n skit pale...
mia n *****q please be strong....
please sgt2....
just forget all d sad things n live ur life as nothing happen...
could i??? hmmm...maybe yes...maybe not...but smtimes i'm good in that....
luckily...hari ni roomate mia tido jer sbb smlam mlm dier x tido langsung....
klau x...x tahu nk nangis kat mane...
n u can just forget me...anytime u want...
cos i know who am i....whenever u need me..i'll be by ur side....okk
ur my friend so when u come back to me...i'll forget d hurt i felt when u don't need me...