BESOK

Esok 31/10 hari terakhir dalam bulan october....
November akan menjelma...
Hari ini 30/10 mia baru jer kembali ke kolej selepas seminggu cuti deepavali...
Cuti yang langsung tak produktif

Mia tak study pun untuk test ode selasa ni...
Mia siapkan presentation bi then lappy crash then sumer hilang
N mia kena buat balik...
Mia tak buat lagi chemistry lab report...
Mia kena buat conclusion and recommendation and reference
Mia tak study lagi untuk test introduction to chemical engineering....

N sumer tu untuk masa datang.....

Sepanjang cuti banyak benda yang terjadi kat mia...
Sesungguhnya allah itu maha mengetahui
N semua itu pasti ada baik n buruknya....
N kita sebagai hambanya perlu yakin atas segala ketentuannya....

P/s : to you who u are....
please don't hurt urself because of me....

TONIGHT

malam ni seriously mia tiba-tiba tak der mood....
mia tak tahu sebab apa....
pms??? study??? or paper jer lah...
yang sure mia TAK DER MOOD....

mia tak der mood????
macam maner rupernyer mia x der mood....
biler mia tak der mood maknanyer...
semua benda akan jadi tak kena...
n mia akan nangis x berhenti
mia cuba untuk kurangkan kekurangan mood tu dengan dengar lagu sambil buat ODE...
n guess wat....
this time it doesn't work out....

then jam menunjukkan pukul 10 pm
so masa untuk study thermodynamics
mia buat short notes n sebagainyer...
then when it comes to do exercise on that topic....
1st question...yeahhh...i've got the answer...
2nd question...pas pening2...belek2 buku....after half an hour...
okk...let's move to the next question....
3rd question....still blur n mia tak tahu pun nak gerak even 1 step...
okk...i had started to give up....

n the worse is...
while working on the thermo exercise...
i was crying...had been afraid...cos most of senior will failed on this subject
n supposely this subject for 2nd sem student...
half of students in my class was a repeat students...
and even dean said that supposely this subject is for 3rd and 4th year students
not 1st year students...
how come i'm only in 1st sem and maybe i would failed in this subject
come on ar....baru 1st sem kot...x kan nk fail...

okk....crying while working on thermo???
didn't i've said earlier that i've no mood...
so smer bnda pun jadi x kena...

n from all of this...
only u i've been thinking of to talk to...
cos i have to talk with someone in order for me to recover
n i've nobody here...all the person that i had always talked to is not here...
n what i get from u was...a greater dissapointment...
i'm seriously hurt by u...
i'm a person that not easily getting hurt...by harsh words...or harsh attitudes..
so if i'm getting hurt...it does hurt me a lot....
so dunno when will i be recover....

smhow terpikir...
why would i enter engineering when i'm bad in physics...
am i already ruining my future...
hmmmm....

UMP

4/9
haritu bertolak ke ump,gambang dalam pukul 7....
keh3.....lambat kot...
sepanjang perjalanan mia tidur jer.....
sebab malam tu dapat tido sekejap jer.....
n sampai dalam pukul 9.30...
sakejap jer register sumer2....
n dapat bilik....

satu bilik 4 orang....
n bilik dier besar gak ar.....lebih dari 4 orang pun leh sumbat....
dpt rumate yg giler2....x henti2 gelak....
n kebetulan ader sorang rumate yang sama course n PA....

Minggu Induksi Siswa(MINDS)
tak sebest mcm MHS UM tp not bad gak ar....
sumer slot mia pegi just yg last night mlam kebudayaan tu x pg....
penat...nk tido jer....

hari selasa - 3rd day
mia demam.....x leh sesesuaikan diri lagi ngan cuaca
n ader rumate mia yg demam n batuk so b'jangkit...
so getting better...

isnin ni start klas
kul 11....hehehe....
pasni klau cuti bleh ar balik lmbt....kan2...
mia takut nk balik....
sbb takut nak nek bas....
cam mana ni....
x yh balik ar...

disebabkn pekan kuantan jauh dari sini...
so mia memang MALAS nk kuar....
x yh kuar...buang masa jer...duk sini lg best...
duk dlm blik...pg jalan2 dlm u ker...
tp siyesly kat sini panas...
gelap lah mia pasni....

x sabr nak start klas...
wink...wink

SELAMAT TINGGAL

HARI INI HARI SABTU 3/9/2011
ESOK 4/9/2011
BAKAL BERMULANYA KEHIDUPAN YANG BARU....
HIDUP SEBAGAI PELAJAR DEGREE
SELAMAT TINGGAL SELANGOR....
N SELAMAT DATANG PAHANG....

TAK TAHU NAK EXPECT APA....
READY KER TAK KER
PUN TAK TAHU....
IKUT FLOW JELAH EH....

SO FAR SEBELUM NI
TAK PENAH2 TENGOK TAKWIM....
TAPI KALI NI AWAL2 DAH TGK TAKWIM....
PAS MASUK....
LEPAS 8 MINGGU LECTURE
BARU ADA CUTI PERTENGAHAN SEM
SEMINGGU....MAKNANYA BLN 11 NNTI BARU LER BALIK RUMAH.....

OK WAT...KEH3....

SO TUK SUMER KAWAN2....
ALL THE BESTTT.....
RAMAI EH MASUK UM.....NANTI DEN SINGGAH LAH EH....
SEMOGA BERJAYA DALAM PER YANG KORANG IMPIKAN....
KALI NI DAH BUKAN SETAHUN....
TAPI 4 TAHUN....
FUHHH...LAMANYER....4 TAHUN DEN AKAN JADI ANAK PAHANG...KEH3....

CRAZY

yeah....mia tahu mia ni smtimes suker wat bnda x msuk akal....
n x pnah tahu yg i would go this far...
n mia pun x pnah byng kan pun...

less than a month...
mia akan register tuk ump...
n last friday...is d last day
mia kejer...n now kena duk rumah....
grounded...wat?????
SEBULANNNNN JERRR....
nnti ko dah msuk ump...ko nk kuar tu ko punyer pasal...
sbulan jer pun mau giler...
stay dlm bilik kat um sehari suntuk pun x leh....
ini sebulan....
org ckp...saper yg ada tahi lalat kat tapak kaki ni
kuat berjalan...
n YESSSS.....I AM...
x bleh stay in d same place twice...n even working in d same place as before...

haishhh...nk kena cari kerjaya yg mmbolehkan mia merantau ni...
mengembara jer.....BESTTT GILERRR...
ni impian mia....nk wat all d extreme activities in d world...
gler mencabar....
nk kena kumpul duit bebanyak ni...
n travel all over d world...
tp tu pun insyaallah
boleh dicapai skiranya mia berjaya mnjdi
seorg engineer yg berjaya.....

PHYSIC N MATH....
Here i come...please don't run away from me...
cos i have to love u in order for me to understand u n score in d exm...
those 2 subjects are d one that alwayss spoil my result....
so physic...2 years kat seseri ko x pnah aq suker....n even spm pun ko jer yg mia x dpt A...
n kat pasum pun mcm tu...ko jer yg mia slalu lari lecture...
so pasni no more skip2 klas....
insyaallah.....

so hopefully mia x kan penah give up
tuk study physic n math
even kat pasum mcm frust gak...
tp smer bnda ada hikmah...=)
mybe time degree ni mia akan lbih bersemngt....


SELAMAT BERPUASAAAAAA....
PUASA PENUH TAU....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.....
since kt kenal n got 2 know ur birthday....
dah duk pikir cam mner nk wish n celebrate....
n also plan a birth bash....
tp dah tersurat...
when it is ur birthday....

i don't have d courage to wish u...
it's quite awkward
cos since tahu ur birthday....
n our birthday is so near...i'm younger than you just 4 a few hours....

cos i don't have d courage....
aq wish ko kat sini jer ek....
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY....

feels like want to curse...
but nvrmind...
dah lepas biarkan...
let it go...fuhhhh

so yesterday is ur birthday
n today is my birthday....
sedih siot....saya dah tua...
n people keeps calling me KAKAK...
fine...whatever...
1st person that wish me....smbody unexpected...
2nd...abg iqbal....
3rd...my parents
4th...my sister
5th....sarah...1st one from d closest friends at pasum
6th....FARISSSSSS.....see...ur d 1st guy among all my friendss
7th...adib....

n until now...that's it...
n i'm waiting for ur wish....
but it seems like
u've forgotten it...still waiting for ur call until now....
last week excited sgt nk thu...
bler dah thu luper lak...
paper jelah...hahaha

p/s : this friday is my last day working....
then...prepare for registeration day...

UPU..

in a few hours result upu akan kuar....
disebabkn skarang dah 14 julai
so esok lah kuar...

insyaallah...
smoga dpt per yg diapply...
main target
CHEMICAL ENGINEERING kat UKM / UTM
tp klau ditakdirkan ALLAH
mia dpt geology yg tersesat kat dlm application tu
mngkin itu yg terbaik...
or klau x dpt per yg diapply
then dpt course lelong
akan diterima ngan hati terbuka
sbb bkn mati pun...still ilmu yg perlu dipelajari

haishhh...nervous lak ni....

just a short post for now...

wink...wink
esok tgk harry potter kat GSC OU
can't wait

p/s : sory tuk saper2 yg terasa 4 d previous post
just luahan perasaan...cos this is d only way besides
berdoa...
i've to spill it out somehwhere
klau rasa x suker boleh unfollow or x yh bcer
x salah bersedih cos mnusia dicipta tuk ader perasaan
tp kawan2 jgn smpai mudaratkan diri...
cos i love u guys...
i don't want u guys to follow d wrong path cos ur mad at smeone
think wisely...do wisely...
insyaallah...x der benda yg akan disesali kelak
kerana ikutkan perasaan....