i don't care........

hei...
who are u???
saying that i'm not qualify to apply...
ok...maybe u want the best among the best
but I DON'T CARE!!!

it doesn't mean if u get an excellent result u're good enough to be a doctor/anything....
or if u got bad result u'll not success in ur career..

i've been waited for this moment since i was in primary school....
i've never gave up because of this...
i want to pursue my studies overseas
in medic at ireland/uk...

while i was in form 4 i've never got grade B/A for biology...
i wanna be a doctor but how if u're biology grade was suck...
so i were working harder 4 my biology in form 5...
love biology...
trying not slept in class...
and i got A for my biology...
alhamdulillah

but when i read the qualifications to apply sholarship 4 medic
i must get at least 9A- include physics..
and i got B+ 4 physics...
so i didn't apply..

after a few days...
i was thinking that i'll regret maybe 4 entire of my life
if i didn't apply..
so i did apply...
just i hope that mara will consider my applications cos it only physics....

my friend said it's better 2 apply jpa than mara
but i'll stick 2 mara eventhough they said mara was having finaciall prob.
mara was fight 4 the sake of bumitera and i want 2 be one of them...
eventhough mara only give loan compared 2 jpa that will turn into scholarship if u got an excellent result..

in my opinion mara was having financiall prob. cos student that already finished study did not pay back all of money that given to them...
please lah...u're knowledge will not be blessed if u did not pay that money back...
and how money that u got cos u're working using that knowledge will be blessed by allah..

I hope that if u're one of them...
please pay all that money back..
PLEASE!!!

FINALLY..

HUHU..
SPM RESULTS WAS FINALLY OUT....

ok..mine wasn't so good but alhamdulillah
i accept the result but i can't apply for scholarship
so i'll only study locally..
medic is my passion so it doesn't matter where i study cos i'll work hard 2 be a doctor..

i've only got 5A+ , 3A , 1A- , 1B+

BM A+
Sej A+
Math A+
Chemistry A+
Add Math A+
BI A
P.I A
Bio A
Est A-
physics B+

because of physics i can't apply for mara scholarship..
but it's ok..everythings happen for a reasons...

my parents were very happy..my hardwork worth it..

license

ALHAMDULILLAH....
Hahaha..
i've just got P licenses...
ok not 1 but 2.....
1.bike
2.car

so i drove a car today..
that was cool cos my dad did not get mad and he encouraged me to learn more..
so one day when my dad let me drive further away i'll bring my mom to those places that she never go..
I'LL
KEEP MY PROMISE..

regret..

i'll remember this day for the entire of my life..
i had done smthg that made my teacher upset..
i've never done that before..(as i know)
i feel like i wanna cry and ask 4 her forgiveness
and i dunno if i had done the same thing with other teacher..

forgive me teacher..
i really regret 4 what i did and i promise that i'll never do that again...
that's like a learning 4 me cos i dunno that it was wrong and now i know it's wrong..
we have 2 take care a lot of heart..and i know it now..

it just i knew it before but not take it seriously...
from now on i'll take it seriously..

FORGIVE ME TEACHER!!!

stay at home

do the same thing everyday...
woke up nearly 12
take a bath
online...fb..
want 2 go out and window shopping but i hate 2 go out when don't have money...
watched korean movies that made my mom mad at me cos not moving from the laptop for 2 or 3 hours...

hate 2 woke up late but can't cos sleep nearly 4 am...

RESULT!!!

My biology teacher said it's on 11th March...
ok...it's on thursday next week and during school day
i'm sure my junior would be more excited than us like we used 2 be last year

right now i can only say that i accept whatever the result is but idk when i receive the result....
10A's 0r 9A's are ok but if low than that...

SUBJECT THAT 'MAYBE' NOT A

* EST
* BI( Hopefully my PMR luck will come back 2 me)
* physics (cos I've never get an A )

if those 3 i didn't get an A's it will be 7A's
argh.....HELP ME!!!!

A GUY

Hei....

there's a guy that i admired right now...
ADMIRE ok..not LIKE him...
WHY???
cause

1.not a smoker
2.only 19 but his attitude like older
3.handsome but not using his asset to find a gf...( dont know if he's already have one)
4.only eat Rm 2 ++ bread during recess and not like others that going 2 warung or kedai mamak
*to save money
5.like 2 sit alone beside the enterance and play with his fon

i admire him like shit cause i've been dreaming bout his more than three times...
nowdays it's hard and difficult 2 find a guy like that...
my friends said that he don't like to make a friend but.....
he talked with me when we cross each other or i purposely met him....
hehehe...

guy that i hate so much...

1.those that like 2 touch a girl...
2.those that not enough with one gf..
3. a smoker...
4.easilly get angry
5.kuat merajuk!!!

i've just refused 2 go out with this man...
he had invited me to go out eventhough already have a gf..
i hate this man so much...
i had stopped work because of this man....