regret..

i'll remember this day for the entire of my life..
i had done smthg that made my teacher upset..
i've never done that before..(as i know)
i feel like i wanna cry and ask 4 her forgiveness
and i dunno if i had done the same thing with other teacher..

forgive me teacher..
i really regret 4 what i did and i promise that i'll never do that again...
that's like a learning 4 me cos i dunno that it was wrong and now i know it's wrong..
we have 2 take care a lot of heart..and i know it now..

it just i knew it before but not take it seriously...
from now on i'll take it seriously..

FORGIVE ME TEACHER!!!

stay at home

do the same thing everyday...
woke up nearly 12
take a bath
online...fb..
want 2 go out and window shopping but i hate 2 go out when don't have money...
watched korean movies that made my mom mad at me cos not moving from the laptop for 2 or 3 hours...

hate 2 woke up late but can't cos sleep nearly 4 am...

RESULT!!!

My biology teacher said it's on 11th March...
ok...it's on thursday next week and during school day
i'm sure my junior would be more excited than us like we used 2 be last year

right now i can only say that i accept whatever the result is but idk when i receive the result....
10A's 0r 9A's are ok but if low than that...

SUBJECT THAT 'MAYBE' NOT A

* EST
* BI( Hopefully my PMR luck will come back 2 me)
* physics (cos I've never get an A )

if those 3 i didn't get an A's it will be 7A's
argh.....HELP ME!!!!

A GUY

Hei....

there's a guy that i admired right now...
ADMIRE ok..not LIKE him...
WHY???
cause

1.not a smoker
2.only 19 but his attitude like older
3.handsome but not using his asset to find a gf...( dont know if he's already have one)
4.only eat Rm 2 ++ bread during recess and not like others that going 2 warung or kedai mamak
*to save money
5.like 2 sit alone beside the enterance and play with his fon

i admire him like shit cause i've been dreaming bout his more than three times...
nowdays it's hard and difficult 2 find a guy like that...
my friends said that he don't like to make a friend but.....
he talked with me when we cross each other or i purposely met him....
hehehe...

guy that i hate so much...

1.those that like 2 touch a girl...
2.those that not enough with one gf..
3. a smoker...
4.easilly get angry
5.kuat merajuk!!!

i've just refused 2 go out with this man...
he had invited me to go out eventhough already have a gf..
i hate this man so much...
i had stopped work because of this man....

what do you feel???

you spent your own money more than a RM 1000 for a driving license but after that you cannot drive a car...

what the license for if you cannot drive...
just keep it in your wallet...
i'll never be a good driver if i'm just stay in the house...
experience make you a perfect driver..
if not perfect maybe close to perfect...

danger is everywhere!!!

REAL LIFE

OMG...
Things that I've been scared since I was in secondary school was actually happen
boys with their hands that can't stop touch a girl
I had just stop working because of this man
I'm not running away from this man or this challenge but I'm afraid I cannot control myself.....

I wished I can get back to become someone who really take care of my own pride
I missed my K.I(Ketua Imtiaz,potassium Iodide)
She's the one who had always remember me and my friends to become perempuan solehah
Studying in a girl school since I was in form 4 had saved me from these type of man
but now I've to take care of myself.......I'm afraid I can't

I know this is just a piece of obstacle that I've to face...
in the future that will be things that more challenging than this
for now I think this is the best that I can do...
stay away from this man and this type of life
working made me to become more socialize girl and a little bit not care about the right or wrong said by ALLAH...

From this I knew that I'm just a little girl that's not ready to face the challenge of real life
I've to learn a lot about the real life...

doakan

less than 1 month i've to face the biggest war as a school student in Malaysia..

less than 1 month i'm not going be label as a school student...

less than 1 month i will face the real life...

after 3 or 4 month I will know whether i win the war or not....

after 3 or 4 month I will know whether my dreams/ambition will come true or not..

after 3 or 4 month I will know whether I can fly to another country or not...

I just wanna all of you to pray for me...

I can win the war....